D E A R D I A R Y,

And you don't look back, not for anything

2011-11-21T23:10:00.004+11:00

Hello again... (and this post isn't part of a 3-4 month interval!) I'm surprised I actually am typing this post up! I have such a different mindset for these holidays, I want to achieve something... or be a little productive, somehow. Reflecting back on this past year.... Well, to be honest, I have barely accomplished all the goals I have set for myself. Other than getting in the course I wanted to, getting a job and the role of IT director at VSA, I have basically achieved close to nothing. Which sucks! Don't you just wish success could roll in faster?

But in saying that, success does take a lot of hard work. And hard work takes time. So, I guess, all in time.

Today, Chaing came over(and woke me up at my room door by the way!!!!) and we decided to head to Coles and prep ourselves for the outside world. i.e. cooking for our future husbands.

I guess I'll let the pictures do the talking!

This meal cost us less than $30($28 to be precise)... and we fed 3!

Marinated scotch fillet steak - the best(and a more pricey option) steak, second to eye fillet.

Our chips look a bit burnt because Chaing and I LOVE burnt/crispy chips, it's how we eat it HAHA!

There's 3 servings here because we also made one for my mum.

We also made the orange juice ourself - freshly squeezed, pulp and all!!! Hahaha

This sauce was to die for!! We made two sauces - one gravy based + the other mushroom. Gravy definitely won by far!!!

For dessert, we decided to melt some chocolate and have some fruit to dip it in. Delish.

Chaing and I also bought a few things from the chemist/Coles. Chaing bought some wax for her legs and I bought a hair toner + pore strips(because I've always wanted to try it hehe). I was going to post up photos of the outcome, but I think I'll leave that to another post!! Haha

Schwarzkopf Hair Repair Blonde Toner.

Verdict? I did not notice much difference, my hair looks a little bit darker in photos...... but that's about it. I'll see how it looks like in the sun tomorrow. I'm new to toner, but I love how it's purple haha.

Haven't done this for more than a year? I am one bored child haha. And surprisingly, it's been more than a day and nothing has fallen off!

I also joined the coke bandwagon now. My mum woke me up today(even earlier than chaing, which of course, I naturally fell back asleep) excited that she found my name on it. What a cutie.

I also very recently celebrated my (one/three) years anniversary with Johnny! This is just another self-absorbed photo of myself before heading out to the city on that night.... When I get some photos off Johnny, I'll blog about it later.

Well anyway, I'm going to get back to my oven-baked pastries. Nothing better than a midnight snack right? I hope I didn't overload on photos - but I probably did kill some of your web usage muahaha

Blush me!

2011-10-12T01:40:00.009+11:00

I've had this post open for a while.... and it's been left blank for some time now. Frankly, I think it's because I genuinely do not know what to blog about. I've experienced so many changes this past year - some good and some bad, but hey, that's just the cycle of life eh?

Apologies(once again!) for the minimal posts on here. 5 posts this year, I'm on a roll!!! Haha. Now I do have a reason for coming back(and changing the layout if you didn't notice :P), it's because I have no more university for 3-4 months!!!!! So I have all this spare time..... Honestly, I do not know what to do - but in no way heck am I complaining!

On another note, I purchased 2 blushes that I want to share with you guys! (You too boys, hi babe hehe)

MAC's Powder Blush in 'Dame'

My verdict.

What I noticed about this product was that it looked different to what it appeared in the palette then on my face(maybe it's my skin colour?). Nevertheless, I love it because the neutral pink tones make you appear as though you have a natural blush on your face. Although in the above photo, it does look like there is a vast amount of sheer accompanying it, when you put it on your face, you can barely see it. It's a base incredibly close to matte. It also lasts long(longer than my previous blushes), but it is a bit pricey if you're on a tight budget.

Would I purchase this again?

Yes, but I would experiment with other colours in this MAC Powder Blush range.

You can purchase this for $41 at MAC's counter at David Jones.

Too Faced Brightening Blush in 'La Vie En Rose'

My verdict.

I had such high hopes for this product but it let me down! It's not as pigmented as I thought it would be and its sheer tones appear more on my face than the colour itself. Quite disappointed but I absolutely love the packaging.

Would I buy it again? No, I don't think I would purchase from this line. I would probably look into their 'Full Bloom Powder Brush' range instead.

You can purchase this from the Too Faced counter at Myers or David Jones for $35.95

It seems like every single time I complete a new post, my hair colour changes. Well this post isn't any different! I went to a dark ash brown about two months ago, but it's fading like a crazy motherhoe(refer to Exhibit A haha) right now so I must pay a visit to the hairdressers soon!!!!

Exhibit A

So what's everyone up to this summer break? Well, I'm going to be travelling to Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand with my family, so I am definitely looking forward to that!!! I really do miss travelling overseas - hotels, shopping, sight-seeing... you name it!!

Well I hope you all enjoy this break -

and let's hope my next post isn't in another 4 months hey? ;)

Dynamic

2011-07-14T16:06:00.002+10:00

It seems that every time I blog again, I have a new hair colour? :P I think I've dyed my hair 3-4 times this year already... which just shows how indecisive and "unstatic"(hence the 'Dynamic' as the title post) I have been this year!

I am still adjusting to the university life, but then again, who isn't? It's not the fact that I have gained so much more independence - I was already way independent in high school, but it's more of just how I manage this independence.

This beautiful Too Faced "Fun in the Dark" palette was from Cynthia! I absolutely love it!!!!!

There is a mirror so it's compact and easy to bring when travelling. The exterior of the mirror usually lights up.... but I think I used up all the battery HAHA. It's really pretty though.

When I have more time on my hands, I'll actually show you an eyeshadow look I really dig from the palette. I rarely use eyeshadows, but I do have a friend's wedding coming up so I might use show you guys when I put it on then.

This is like a bronzer to me!!!! I looooooooooooooove it. Goodness HAHA It is shimmer though, I would have preferred a matte base to it, but it still brings out a nice glow :)

I haven't been using make-up as much as I have before because I don't find it necessary. I am always "naked" as they might say because

It's healthier for my skin
I can't be bothered anymore

The only times(nowadays) that I wear make up is when I have a party or clubbing event to go to. But today, I have shopping night so I'll probably just leave this on :') I'm not wearing any foundation, or concealer, so excuse my blemished skin. I don't like to wear it anymore because yeah, I just ceebz.

What I am wearing:

Bobbi Brown Long-Wear Gel Eyeliner
Lashes
Givenchy "Fantasy Pink" Lipstick
Too Faced "Fun in the Dark"

I will try to post more often, but I won't make any promises ;)

xxx

Nothing is absolute.

2011-06-06T15:26:00.000+10:00

So we're halfway through the year and this is my 4th post. Somewhere along the way, blogging did not appeal to me as much as it did once before. So I decided to shut it down. But that was then. My finals are approaching and typical me, I've decided to find something I can do to increase my procrastinating ways! So why not start blogging again?

Now this wouldn't be my blog if I did not post up a photo of the one and only, self-absorbed me. Haha. What can I say? Nothing much has changed. I did dye my hair a lighter colour though.

I decided to try a new red lipstick: Rouge Dior Voluptuous Care 999 "Rouge Ara." I was never into red lipstick, well simply put, it does not look good on me. But I should daringly go out in public with it one day. I think I've only worn it out once in public.

If you're into highly pigmented lipstick in the shade of red, you should definitely get this! It's such a gorgeous red, too bad I can't pull it off.

Nothing much spectacular has happened in the past 5-6 months. The only thing I can think of is getting into the University of Sydney and studying Commerce and IT. Another 5 years of education. How delightful. 8) I also have a stable and good-paying job now. I work as an Account Sales Operator at TAB. It's pretty stressful considering I have to juggle that, tutoring someone and university. I haven't even been indulging as much materialistically as I thought I would be. Too much money has been carelessly spent on food(gosh uni food is a rip), clubbing, alcohol, partying... etc, you know, kid's stuff.

I did receive some pretty nifty gifts from the family though.
I love Thomas Sabo! I have a Pandora as well, but I think Thomas Sabo's charms are way nicer. And everyone has a Pandora these days.

I finally have my own Louis Vuitton bag. I wanted this because it's an ultimate party bag. It perfectly fits my wallet, which some may call it a coincidence, but I call it fate.

My first Tiffany & Co necklace. To be honest, don't get anything sterling silver from this place. It's way overpriced and it rusts. I need to buy some silver polish soon but I cbfed travelling back there to get some. I think I wanted this for the bag and box. Hahahahahahahaha!!

So I'm not even sure if I'll continue to blog regularly, but here's something interesting that I have learned from my experiences these past months that I want you guys to know(or remember):

Nothing is absolute.

xo dictashion

Peace, l0ve and juicy c0uture.

2011-02-22T22:54:00.007+11:00

Since university is approaching me in less than a week, I decided to create this "quiz" for bloggers. Feel free to use it(hehe and credit me ;]) and comment below if you do so I can check yours out! :)

P.S It's also my dad's 50th birthday in a couple of days... and I need help on what type of gifts I can buy for him! The budget is around $300, so your help would be appreciated!

List your favourite make up and reasons why.

Starting from left to right -

Maybelline's Lash Stiletto - I have used more than 10 mascara's and I can confidently say that this was gives me the boldest and longest lashes.
Benefit's Her Glossiness "life on the A list" - I wear nudes and paste colours a lot on my lips, so I always go over it with this if I want a clean and glossy sheen. It works as a nude gloss, I love it!
YSL's Rouge Volupte Lipstick "Nude Beige" - Best nude ... EVER!!!!!!! I don't even need to elaborate on why it's my favourite lipstick :)
Sheercover Foundation and Concealer - Works like a charm and it's mineral foundation .... so much better for the skin!!! It's been advertised WORLDWIDE. A must.
Bobbi Brown Eye Blender - I find this the perfect brush to use for blending your eyeshadows... it works really well on me :)
Bobbi Brown Long-Wear Gel Eyeliner - Best. Eyeliner. I. Have. Ever. Used. - it beats any liquid, pot, pencil and cream that I have ever touched and used.

What is your favourite fragrance?

Apart from all the Juicy Couture's, I loveeeeeeeeeeee "glam princess" by Vera Wang. I love the smell and I love the packaging. It's also something you can wear anytime of the day AND night, it's hard to find those scents these days :)

Post your style and describe your closet/look.

Clothing: STUSSY shirt $59.95, Sass and Bide Self Titled Denim $320
Accessories: Vintage pearl necklace and bag(previously owned by my mum), Glassons necklace, Equip Necklace, Thomas Sabo bracelet, Sportsgirl knuckle love ring, Samantha Wills bangles
Shoes: High heel sport shoes I purchased from Oxford Street $90

To be honest, I'm not into "fashion" a lot. To me, fashion is about expressing yourself to the extent of how you want to be perceived in the public.

I don't do anything fashion-related on this blog because as bluntly as this sounds fashion is definitely not my passion. (I'm waiting for when I graduate, get a 6 figure earning job and then I'll be content with shopping!) I'm into high-end fashion and because I can't afford it right now - being a student and all - I don't take much interest in it. I want to be drowning in Chanel, Dior, LV, Jimmy Choo's, Christian Louboutins, Marc Jacobs........... I'm going to stop before I torture myself.

I'm also into black and white. Dark nails. 75% of my closet is white. I'm not a huge fan of multi colours. Florals are not my thing. Anyone who is close to me knows I love sequins. Overload of accessories is a must. I love branded shorts and jeans. I don't wear heels as much as I'd like to because my boyfriend is taller than me by only a few cm's. I do own way too many black heels. I need colour but I don't plan on finding it any time soon. Haha.

These Samantha Wills bangles are from my best friend Ange :) Aren't they gorgeous!!!!!! I die for each and every one of them :') I think they deserve their very own photo moment? Hehe.

What does your hair look like at the moment?

Orange. Asian. Faded... Eurgh........... I'm going to change to light brown this week .... and then make the transition to red once I'm 2-3 weeks into Uni. HEHE >:)

Favourite blogs?
Person I wished blogged more: Cynthia Luu.
Cynthia's posts are so interesting and random. I love reading it. It ranges from her day to her opinions on random topics. If you read this cynny, hurry up and blog!

Person who I think has so much potential: Jennifer Tang.
Jennifer's sketches of her own designs are amazing. They're so good that I would buy it from her if she launched her very own clothing line. Her fashion blog has this unique atmosphere to it that spells out "classy."

Daily read: Janice
I'll make sure to always check her blog for any updates! I love her posts. She's like Sydney's own version of xiaxue. I always take time to read every single post and not skim through it like I do with most blogs :)

There's also a new fragrance out by Juicy Couture: PEACE, L0VE & JUICY C0UTURE. I'm definitely adding this to my "must-have" list!

Let's all pray for New Zealand who suffered from a tremendous earthquake today :( If you're reading this, you should smile. Why? Because you're still alive.

What goes around comes around.

2011-02-09T21:05:00.002+11:00

There will always be that milestone in your life where you start collecting a particular item that fancies you. A more detailed example that I would actually like you guys to follow... is my mum's insane obsession with quality perfume. Yesterday, she came home with five new babies (metaphorical sense - don't take me too literally haha)! Three being: Prada, Gucci and Dior. LOVELOVE♥ Well you can safely say, what's hers is mine ;)

- or this may be just an excuse for me to take photos of it muahaha -

Their packaging never ever fails!

And as for my insane obsession? Well let's bring YSL into this :P Lipsticks. This is my 3rd Rouge Volupte lipstick hehe! By far my favourite collection in terms of packaging and quality of the lipstick... the only problem I have with it is it's longevity! Other than that - it's perfectttt!

Pros

Glides on really well
Packaging (nothing can go wrong with a YSL product)
Full coverage - very pigmented

Cons

Longetivity - 2-3 hours max
Pricey

Below: YSL Rouge Volupte Opera Rose (#29)

I actually took these two photos of this bird(I do not recognise the species rofl) when a black out occurred today. It must have lasted for about a little more than an hour or so? But somehow, I couldn't find ANYTHING to do. I sat there watching Modern Family on my laptop with it's battery running low. When it was empty, I read a magazine.... then I read the first page of a book and gave up. I didn't realise how much I relied on electricity!

Right now, I feel like this bird. I'm trying to find balance in my life and it hasn't been too much of an easy road for me. You know, I thought that after HSC, every thing would be smooth and straightforward. Between uni(soon to start), the lover, my friends and family... It's way too overwhelming sometimes! I know I will regret saying this in about three weeks time, but I wished university started now. I just want to be surrounded by a fresh and new atmosphere. My life is deprived of structure lately. I can't believe I am saying this but... I sort of miss high school :/

HUGS&KISSES xx

Happy Chinese New Year!

2011-02-03T22:00:00.007+11:00

What better day to begin blogging than the anticipated and heavily celebrated Chinese New Year? Symbolic of a fresh and new start... but to be honest, despite having Chinese heritage... My family (being very westernised and all) do not celebrate it a lot. Sure, there's "li xi" (red pocket of money $$ - sounds fun aye?) but we actually celebrate New Year... i.e. 1st of January.

I'll rewind back a little due to my-more-than-one-month-blogging-drought! I guess the majority would have had new year resolutions? This year, I made none. But something I did want... spiritually... that is... was change. This year, I begin my first year at University. It's like starting year seven in high school again!

Recently - well... two days ago - I lightened my hair. I thought my hair would turn out dreadful, but you know what? I don't hate it! My hair does look awfully asian but I actually sort of dig it. Anyways, the reason why I lightened it so that I could go to the hairdressers on Monday and dye my hair red. Yesssss, red! An unconventional colour....... but different is good!

I honestly don't have much to say as this post was rather irrational! But I want to begin to blog more regularly.............. no more month interval posts!! I PROMISE... for real this time HAHA!

I played with my eyes ;) I love pink. Haha.

I also purchased MAC's Creme d'Nude. I think MAC lipsticks don't look good on chapped lips. It shows wayyyy too much. But I really do love the colour :)

Here's my student card that I received today in the mail! It's weird that my hair looks brown there because when I took the photo, my hair was BLACK. I actually like it because I don't look like a serial killer. HAHAHA (You have not seen some of my friend's uni ID's....)

So I guess there's nothing much more left for me to say, I hope every one has been good! I also send much best wishes to those battling the natural disasters in Queensland. We are thinking of you. Have a good night every body and I'll see you soon!!

Which swatch to blog about next?

2010-12-19T22:04:00.002+11:00

Which lipstick/gloss should I swatch next? YSL? Chanel? Dior? Please leave a comment below, thanks guys!

I've been incredibly busy these days... I'm actually craving a day that I can spend all to myself! We received our ATAR marks this and thus, I've spent these last few days celebrating - but i'll blog more about that later! ;-) I've also been trying to find a job but... no luck :( I went job searching way too late.... in hope for a christmas casual position. Could any one put in a good word for me? HAHA :(:(

I hope my blogging will be more consistent!!! Once again, sincere apologies!! ... I also hope every one has a great holiday, you all deserve it!!! XXXX

Year 12 Formal 2010 ;)

2010-12-06T14:40:00.005+11:00

Wow wow wowwwwwwwwwww! It's been almost a month since I have blogged and may I just say... time passes by way too fast!! In less than ten days, I'll receive my ATAR(ah shit) so I might as well enjoy the days now before I become emo and depressed with my results. However, I'm not sure if this applies with all the students who sat the HSC this year, but... I feel like I cannot enjoy the holidays fully because I know I did so shit in the HSC!!! :( I guess I can't change anything so there's no point in sulking anymore!

Recently, I had my final formal at Oatlands House. The scenery there is absolutely amazing! With the appropriate weather conditions and gorgeous girls and boys in formal attire, the photos will look beautiful! I honestly had such a great night and I received the p.animal(party animal) sash!

My best friend came over and did my hair!!

We met up at Steven's!! (My formal date's house) I was late by hmmm an hour or so HAHAHA SORRY GUYS

BFS met up!

These girls are awesome!

Larisa drove Cynthia, Linda and I!

The girls!

The guys!

JF except for Wendy

LAOOO :D

My corsage, thanks lao :$

Danny and I :$

Carry me bitch ;D

BBQZ :$ minus shinta

I had a total blast at Johnny's after party! Linda S and I arrived there late because we had no ride(chaing's brother's gf accidentally came in the car so there was only one spare seat)... we ended up getting Ms Plant and Ms Efthymiades, year advisor and welfare teacher respectively, to drive us and julie! LOL It was soooo fun, you should have seen the reaction on every one at the after party's face when the teachers rocked up AHAHAH they left in like 5 minutes, but it was just so hilarious! I had such a blast at formal, every thing felt close to perfect!

Before I deliver the costumes back with Danny that I hired for my 18th(blog more about it later)... tomorrow I have an agenda!! To hand out resumes... that I will write up tonight! I honestly need a job :( A job gives me structure in life... and right now I have no structure!!!

I'm back to blogging now and I'll catch up on other people's blogs... I haven't read any in weeks!!

Stay safe and happy XXX

YSL Rouge Volupte Nude Beige and Frivolous Pink

2010-11-08T23:17:00.002+11:00

This is a rather belated post but since the Twitter family were talking about lipsticks, I decided to FINALLY get these swatches down! These YSL Rougle Volupte lipsticks have DEFINITELY been growing on me! The only let down? You see, in Sydney, they like to jack up the prices of every thing by about triple more than their worth! But honestly, it's so damn pricey ($55 ea) and I just finished high school and I have no income except from my parents! However, I want to definitely get a few more because this YSL packaging is exceptionally divine. In my opinion, it's the best high end packaged make up brand!

Excuse my lips, I have this habit where I peel it off until it bleeds....... I cannot believe I just publicly admitted that to the blogging world.

NUDE BEIGE

FRIVOLOUS PINK

I loveeeeeeeee frosty colours... I am going to get every single type from every single brand! I used to be more into red's... but pinks are my favourite... well for now anyway haha! Today I went to the city with Lao(my formal date) to go pick out his outfit! It was so fun, especially when I accidentally asked someone to help us in Myers... when they didn't even.. work.. there.... Omg, it was so embarassing! I didn't pick up anything except this ring from Lovisa($12.99) - this store is really beginning to grow on me!

I'm going to the city with my parents tomorrow to HOPEFULLY find my formal dress, can you believe it is almost a week away? I never saw this coming! Time passes way too quick, sometimes I wished it could pause just for a while, so I'd appreciate all the things around me.

Sass and Bide sale and fake eyelashes!

2010-11-06T17:08:00.009+11:00

I'm typing this up whilst waiting for my two party meat pies to be cooked in the microwave. HAHA Yes, I know the microwave is bad, but it's so damn convenient and it saves A LOT of time! You can't judge me, I'm Australian, I love pies! :P (Especially cheese and bacon, pizza, curry, potato... ahh I need go visit my high school to buy one of these!!) So how has my post-HSC life been? It's honestly been up and down. Before I begin this post, I would like to say RIP to John who passed away on Wednesday... It's so sad and you were gone too young. I know you're up there, looking out for us.. and telling us to hurry up our asses to come up there and party with you right?!!? We'll be there soon!!!!! Remember our f4s fight? I will miss you man, take care okay X

On another note, I also spent the days(apart from piercing myself with Ange) cleaning my room(have not finished.. haha), grabbing a slurpee with danny taing, hanging out with jay, killaburgers with Robert, Nghiem and Danny and celebrating Jimmy and Andrew's 18th birthday... Did I tell you I wanted licorice and robert bought the ENTIRE stock of it at 7/11, hehe, thanks robert!! ... so hmm what else?

Oh that's right, I attended the Sass and Bide sale with Shinta! I expected much more, but I only bought 3 things that came up to $180. HOWEVER, I came across The Streets jacket(pictured below) that I've wanted since forever! And it was only $120!!!!!! It was RRP $250 before! I love bargains :'), I also bought PVC rats and S&B shorts... but that was about it!

I also went inside the new Westfields which opened on Pitt Street... it was gorgeous! I visited the Lovisa store for the first time and bought this ring for $12.99, it was so cheap! I am definitely coming here for my formal accessories!

About 1-2 months ago, I ordered fake eyelashes from ebay. Anyone from Sydney will know that eyelashes here are incredibly overpriced in comparison to other countries! If you guys want the seller, just comment below. It basically came with 6 styles with either one of the boxes(pictured below) as its packaging.

It also came with this glue... but honestly, DO NOT USE IT. It's really crap and is an incredibly bad adhesive.

I instead always buy my own one. I got this fake eyelash glue from industrie8 for $10. There are many other type of fake eyelash glues you can buy, I tend to buy the clear one because you don't have to be so accurate when applying. The other one i'm talking about is the "black" glue - it gets too messy and I prefer a clean look around my eyes.

It also comes with a tool that you can use to fit the fake eyelashes on your eyelid - I personally don't use it, I prefer to use my fingers.

How do you apply fake eyelashes? Well I don't know what the "normal" routine is, but this is how I do mine.

1. Get the fake eyelash.

2. Cut the eyelash according to the length of your eyelid - I tend to cut it a bit shorter because it sticks on better.

3. Grab your adhesive and place it on the eyelash (as shown). You can see it's blue... wait for about 30 seconds to one minute for it turn to WHITE - that is when it's most effective and "gluey"!

DONEEEE :) You can also curl your eyelashes and put mascara on it after you do this, I couldn't be bothered today, so I didn't. LOL. But I usually do it beforehand even though I know you're meant to do it after.

P.S A shout out to Mariam because it's her birthday today, happy birthday gorgeous!

Guess who's back?

2010-11-03T00:56:00.005+11:00

So how am I going to begin this post? I honestly do not know! I am a survivor of the HSC and no matter how bad I did in the exams, I'm happy because I've FINISHED. Not only does that mean I have COMPLETE freedom, but it also means I can reallocate my time to more important things, eg. blogging! I know I've been VERY lazy over the past few months, but since I have more time on my hands, prepare for REGULAR posts!

It's getting late and I didn't want to create a half-tied post about make up... So I decided to post up two photos in my camera... to compensate! (Swatches and comments about each product soon, promise!)

(I finally own a DIOR brush!!)

(And yes, another YSL Rouge Volupte lipstick.. Should I just start a collection?)

After coming out of the last exam, Ange and I decided to go get another ear piercing! Ange hasn't had one before, so when she finally got it, my hand circulation was practically cut off!(LOL, love you ange) Today was such a great day, we managed to catch up on my front yard in her car.. I did not realise I still had my seatbelt.. for that entire hour? LOL Ange and I described the 'post-HSC' life in one word: surreal. Man does industrie8 buy you every thing... Every thing!! I shit you not! LOL But it's still a great place for piercings so I do recommend that place as my other 3 ear piercings have not been infected! For the picture below, ignore the black dots on my ears, their just markers of where the lady thought I wanted to have it, but I changed my mind.

So a lot has happened over these two months! My 18th birthday happened to be on one of these days prior to HSC! As I couldn't celebrate it at the time(but I'm sure celebrations will come around soon), my parents went to the city just to buy me cake and seafood :) Awwww. This ordinary day felt extraordinary when it was compounded with the visits of Johnny, Ange, Chaing and Jimmaye :) Chaing made me cupcakes, Ange made me a cake, Jimmaye drove Johnny over who surprised me with a cake, a black jacket and 18 pink and red roses :$ I admit I was in total shock because I was just not expecting anything!

My dad, I really like this photo because of my pose(totally appropriate)

I love cakes with incredible intricacy :) This tasted delish.

I love this cake so much :) It tasted so yummy, Jayden kept eating it for breakfast and lunch.

My gorgeous cousin Akina also dropped off Krispy Kremes because I finished HSC!!! YUM YUM YUM!! I love her :) I saw her for a minute because she had to leave to study for her uni assessments, personal good luck from my blog! Krispy Kremes has also gone bankrupt.... :( *cries* Where will I get my huge dosages of sugar??

And I guess I couldn't forget Halloween could I? I cannot believe I missed it this year! Does any one want to have a belated Halloween party? HAHA. My little brother Jayden won two of these scary lolly things from his school teacher and gave it to me. I thought it was so cute! Yep, that's the closest I have come to in terms of Halloween :P

P.S Jonathan Lee wants a shout out, good luck for your chemistry exam... and also good luck to students still completing their HSC - the finish line is near!

I will miss you all dearly.

2010-09-21T00:40:00.005+10:00

So today was our very last Monday AND where we took our "victory" lap around the grades. So we decided to rock it out in style. The group basically decided to dress up as actual nerd boys and girls... hence the 2 high pony tails in brown ribbon, nerdy glasses, high socks(which had to be pulled down because our vice principal threatened to cancel our formal =[) , tucked in shorts... and done up tie! ... Oh not to mention that all the boys had to do a comb over and had a calculator in their pockets :P Looking at these pictures just makes me wish this day could come all over again. (I love the poster above LOL)

Presenting you my formal date 2010 MISS CAMBODIA 2010 :$:$ WHO BTW, is letting me have a $400 budget on him... (except shoes and belt cause he has it already).. wooooott... can somebody say taeyang? Vest? Mmhm!! HAHAH ^_^ Yeah this is just what we get up to in random classes..

Went out with the IPT boys on Friday night... we even went bowling.. AND GUESS WHO WON? YEP ME!! SHAME ON YOUR SOULS BOYS! (H) HEHE.

Looking at these pictures make me cringe. It's not bad, but more of ... how I'm going to miss every thing later on. I honestly regret not taking enough photos in year 12, so year 11's... grab every opportunity. It's so worth it to remember all these memories. My birthday(28th sept) will also be soon... but I'm planning to celebrate it after the HSC :D I'm over being "18" because I don't really see any extra privileges(if you readers get me ;P). I also have not been actually "studying" yet... I guess I'm still in chill mode... which is bad... But if I get 90+, that means I can prove to every body you can get good marks AND party hard. I hope I do myself and my family proud. Oh and special thanks to ranga for giving me a polaroid photo :P Much appreciated!! (L)

This will be the last time I blog until my HSC finishes on the 2nd of November 2010. So this is it boys and girls... our very last week. Tears have not started pouring out of my eyes yet, but I predict it will soon. I find so much relief in finishing school yet I can't help but feel sad about it at the same time. I really feel upset that I'm not going to see most of you anymore.

I really will miss recess and lunch where everyone just hangs out with each other and do their own thing. In university, it's going to be different. No more lunches and recesses... Every one is going to be doing their own course in their own field... in their own campus in their own university/college/tafe. It's just scary because there is so much unity here and I know that when I hit university it will be so different. Of course in saying that, I do crave independence..... but I'll just miss high school in general you know?

I can honestly say, high school would be, for a lot of you, the best years of your life. I think so too. We don't have to worry about bills, issues, kids... etc. We were and we ARE so carefree. We're also incredibly ignorant. But I guess "ignorance is bliss." I just wish I never took it for granted so many countless times. I wished I appreciated the people and the environment at my school more often. I wish I could rewind back and do so many things again. But then again, I'm glad for how every thing turned out. I'm glad I am where I am. I'm so happy with all the beautiful friends I have. I honestly could not ask for a better bunch(Seriously.)

This brings to me to my dedications in regards to FVHS 2010:
Fairvalers
You all know who you are. The ones I always talk to, the ones I hang out with, the ones I have class with, the ones I party with. Where would I be without you all? Where would I be? We stick by each other like peanut butter and jam. I am so lucky that I ended up with you guys. I could not have asked for better friends(except for Ange to move here). I honestly can't. We've been through so much. We've pulled through... and after 6 years, look who we ended up with. Back with each other. I love you all. So many of you have made such a memorable impact on me... Watch this video to represent my love. :) Caution, this might make you cry(the lyrics.) I'm going to miss all of you so much... :(:(:(:(:(

Johnny
Jay, you are one of the few people I hope I keep in contact with in ten years time. I hope we do not drift away and I honestly hope we still talk. Apart from my family, you have made the biggest impact on my life. I don't think any one can truly understand or know how much we have been through. We've jumped through hurdles and bloody crawled our way out of km's deep of snow. But between all the good and bad, I know that at the end of the day, I'll always have you and it will always be us. Despite all the petty arguments, I'm glad you never ever gave up when I did. Thankyou. I'm not going to say good bye or I'll miss you, because I know I will still be in contact with you. So i'm going to say, bitches please go SMD!

Family
I know I said this was just going to be about FVHS, but I could not have pull through 2010 without my family. I will NEVER trade them for ANYTHING in the world. You name it. You guys have helped me through HSC so much. You will have no idea. I will sacrifice anything for you and I respect you all so much. I'm so glad you were really not strict about me like most parents. I'm so thankful for the fact that you guys are so understanding, caring, dirty(will never forget the aeroplane joke)... and for always trying to make me feel better. I love you. I love you guys. I f'en love you all!!!!!

I feel like I want to cry typing this out... but since this is my last post... I might as well prolong this post as much as possible! There's only 4 more days guys. Let's have as much fun as possible. I don't want to say good bye to any of you. So i'm not going to. Because i'm going to see you all later.

Always and forever,

What a month.

2010-09-12T23:49:00.003+10:00

I TOLD DANNY I WOULD PUT THIS AS MY VERY FIRST PHOTO CUS I LOOK GOOD IN IT. NOT SOUNDING NARCISSISTIC OR ANYTHING! :D.. i am just being brutally honest ;)

YESSS, I know I have been absent for almost a month :( I'm sorry to those who get frustrated at me... but this post will definitely make up for it - I warn you, it's so lengthy it's not funny. If you manage to get through to the very last photo, you are a dedicated reader and for that, I love you! So many things have happened over the past month and I've decided to take a chronological approach.... enjoy the very belated post ;P

LINDA'S 18TH

So on a Friday night, BBQ decided to gather at my house before heading to the darling habour for Linda's 18th! She's one sexy mf, look at all the photos, how could you possibly disagree?

Above: Look how cute my little brother is!!! LOL

On the train ride, I had such a sugar rushhhh, kudos to stef for buying all these freakin' lollies from 7/11:$

WE ARE TWINS!

Linda, I only uploaded this because YOU look good in it. LOL i look so *no comment*

I had kangaroo for dinner, it was so yummmmmmy and chewy. I love love LOVE it!

You honestly will not believe how many drinks we ordered... and they were NOT cheap to($15 ea.. we realised this by the end of the night). The waiter must have thought we were insane or high-roller bitches! But luckily, our waiter was cute. He's PORTUGUESE... and wait for it.. his name is MIGUELLLLL! HAWTIE.

Train ride back home... was so scary LOL. I saw one of the craziest ladies smiling to us on the train.... and the guy next to us was like a future oujin who was so whipped for his gf. It was HILARIOUS. Did I mention that I almost beat Linda in Tekken 6... but I let her win ONE round? YEP, i am EPIC!! *big head*

Oh, I liked this photo of stef so I decided to upload it. LOL.

I also liked the light behind us in this photo HAHA!

ALL IN ONE DAY: (USYD/UTS OPEN DAY, JENNY'S 18TH, BAO/ANNIE/SUZANNE'S 18TH - yes I made it to ALL venues)
USYD/UTS OPEN DAY

We are such tourists :')

This was SOOO high. Peter and I shit ourselves so bad!!!! After the photo taken, we sprinted down as fast as we could! LOL

I LOVE THIS PHOTO THE MOST LOLOLOL!

3D.. I don't think this works? The wonders of technology though! I still have got to admit how mad this is!

Memorable moment: Lao telling us he used soap to try remove nail polish on his nails... Ummmm.. you'd think "nail polish remover" would be a more practical approach eh?! LOL

JENNY'S 18TH

We love you Jenny!! There was sooo much nice food at Jenny's - I don't think I've been to a party with such nice food before!

What a total photoshoot area eh? ;)

Gorgeous Miss Universe contestants (L)

We were such kids with our mask and blowy things. We might all be turning 18 soon... but we're still little kids at heart hehe

Posing with Ms Thailand 2010 :$ AHAHAHHA Love it much?

BAO/ANNIE/SUZANNE'S 18TH at lansvale hall

Sokhar and I posing in front of our gorgeous tractor :$

JB, suck that :)

Marley(on the left) is too cute(and she's outgoing woohoo) - she got me a maccas applepie when I barely knew her, cause I was so hungry! Thanks babe!

Jimmaye and I were lying down in the car AHHAHA

RANDOM(I don't have Chaing's 18th since i don't have my facebook anymore and since the photos are on private.. i can't see it :( )

Jimmaye, Nghiem and I missioned it to Neeta City -> Killaburgers -> Bankstown -> around LOL. It was such a FUN DAY. I love cruising with them... they had to put up with my "love the way you lie" on repeat in the car! HAAHAHH We got lost in bankstown but luckily our "GPS" nghiem found a way. Also, I personally think Killaburger is overrated! Or maybe I just had a bad first time experience..

Oily, fatty, mm..

AHAHAHHA HOW CUTE R WE :$

LONER PHOTO!

FVHS 2010 DISCO. I had such a GREAT night!

I came and helped with the disco peeps ^^ It was fun putting on the glowing bracelets... then watching it squirt all over me... => and then I start glowing HAHA!

GROUP PHOTO, i love each and every one of them :)

Ms Provazanos and I :D

So I love this boy called Danny Truong :D 280306 bitch

Justin bieber on the left :D

Beloved Illuminati group HAHA

Trust Tash and I to be the only ones looking at this :P

Love them!

I honestly had such a blast. My ears were ringing, my stomach was aching, my feet were seriously effed and my voice was gone. Afterwards, the boys and girls went to 7/11 and bought slurpees. I got free licorice from the guy ^^ WOOHOO! It was a great night. I woke up at 3am that night because my foot was in so much pain. I had to have 2 panadol and put ice on it... (knowing that the panadol would only have a psychological effect on me LOL!)

So we're nearing the end. I never ever saw this day coming. I am going to miss all of you so much. I know I will keep in contact with some of you, but I'm just going to still miss the atmosphere. No more bludgy classes, no more canteen, no more recess and lunch, no more assemblies, no more roll call... I know I complain about it........ but I honestly do not know what is going to happen after school. It's been a part of my life for 6 years and to just let it go like that is not going to be easy. I hope a year from now FVHS, I talk to most of you. I honestly will not forget so many of you... mainly because you have made such an impact in my life. I want to let you guys know I freakin' love you. You guys are not my friends for no reason.

I hope we all live the happy life we deserve.

New products + The Art Exhibition

2010-08-19T16:09:00.000+10:00

My lovely mum bought this for me the other day! Thank you mum!!! It' the Givenchy Rouge Interdit Lipstick in Fantasy Pink. I'm honestly loving frosty pinks so much right now.... I think I'm only going to have lipsticks of that colour... It's so gorgeous $_$ You guys can this at your Myers/DJ counter for $47.

I love the simple packaging! (Unlike Chaing! HAHA)

'Givenchy' is engraved on the lipstick!

Without flash.

With flash!

I'm not sure if you can see it here but it has purple undertones! I freakin' love this colour!!! It's about two tones darker than my YSL Rouge Volupte Frivolous Pink. Click here for the post.

Last week my mum bought me another Viva La Juicy perfume :) If you have been reading from the start, you're probably wondering.. why did I buy another one?! (Click on this post for my first entry about it). It's because my first one went MISSING!!! LOL. Yes, honestly.. I do not know how I lost it! I searched every where in my room. The only possibility is that someone broke it(brothers....... I doubt it but) or that it went in the rubbish bin accidentally! (I think this is the reason because my bin is so close to my perfumes). So R.I.P to that one because my mum actually bought it on the plane, before it came out in AUS! Oh well, I have another one now! Welcome to the JC family.. again!!

My mum also gave me the Marc Jacobs Lola 30ML which was hers originally LOL... only to have bought a bigger one... because it has more "flower things" LOL

Without flash.

With flash - looks very plastic!!!

I'm also trying to get my mum involved in Ebay. She's so cute and such an impulsive buyer HAHA. Since I've never purchased anything for myself off Ebay(I helped my Uncle set up his account though and helped him bid on things) if you could recommend me any secure, authentic and cheap stores, it would be incredibly appreciated!

On Tuesday, I went to my school's art exhibition. My grade is honestly so talented... (my group of friends especially.. no bias intended - you'll see what I mean). They honestly do not get enough credit for their extraordinary ability.
Most, if not all, of these works are NOT completed.. and look how beautiful they look already.
These photos are courtesy of Danny.

Their brilliant art teacher:

Danny and I went to Jason's house before hand ... oh and went to pick up a lollipop from Khang's house :P

I hope everyone has a good day! xx

Typo + Nails + KADI'S 18TH!

2010-08-16T14:08:00.005+10:00

So I just wanted to let you know guys that a few weeks back... I went to Parramatta Westfields and they have this store called Typo. I basically call it Smiggle.. but a cheaper and better looking version :D Honestly, the things in there are so cheap! I've been looking for wooden letter blocks for ages online... and when I finally found them in store on my date with Akina... I was like JUMPING FOR JOY. HAHA I think they're $5-7ea.. but it's cheaper if you buy in bulk! I bought 4.. and I think it came around to... $13-15! I'm definitely heading there next time to buy more things!

First attempt at leopard nails... Umm fail.. I also did not have the right colours LOL I basically decided to go as a leopard to Kadi's 18th... I also do not own any leopard clothing..(not a fan of leopard print).. so all of my things were from Mariam + my mum... thanks guys!!

My new fb dp :D

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KADI(gorgeous lioness;])! I hope you had a great one!!! I know I definitely had a fun night ;) Isn't she so cute :$
I'll let the pictures do the talking now :D(Oh if you did not know, the theme is safari/jungle)

hahahah.. where was our food matthew?

J3L!!

Cat family :D

What can I say? I'm a pimpette. LOL. I'm joking.

Caught up with mikey.. haven't seen him in months!! I love this guy :) His like a younger male version of me.

BIEBER FEVERRR!!

Doesn't the guy on the left remind you of Macey?? LOL

GORGEOUS CAKEE

I had a great night and I met so many new(and very very very smart ... ruse kids obviously) people (L) And my goodness, there are so many birthdays for the next 4 months... I'm going to be so broke! There are also so many parties every weekend for the next 4 weeks... D: GAHH *pulls out hair* Anyways, I'm going to go and type up some notes... and do some work like a Year 12 kid should normally do.... Have a great day every body!

READERS, I NEED YOUR HELP!

2010-08-13T01:04:00.002+10:00

I'm so sorry for not blogging and reading blogs lately - things have been so hectic!!! I will definitely make it up to you all!!!

This is just a quick post - I need your help! I posted this on twitter already but I wanted to post it on here now. (Thanks for all the fab girls for their comments!) I have a costume party on saturday... and I need to know if you can recognise what type of thing I am coming as ..... (It's theme is safari/jungle)

I do not have the eye shadow colours I needed.. so I had to work with what I had... which ended up looking shit!!! I'll show you guys anywaysbe cause I want you guys to comment for improvements, tips, eyeshadow brands I should use! That would be greatly appreciated :D I need to go buy gold eye shadow! Oh no mascara has been applied yet.

(Without colouring in the dots)

... oh and I was aiming for a leopard print LOL. PLEASE HELP READERS!! THANK YOUUUU !

I miss you.

2010-08-04T23:31:00.004+10:00

To all my blog followers, please excuse this post. Feel free to read it but I'm letting you know that this post is going to be a personal one. I have not done this in a long time... if you did not know, my blog started out being personal where I would update daily about my life. That's how I gained readers... from my school friends. I guess now I've decided to focus my blog on cosmetics... and that's how it's going to be. So please excuse this post. This is for my original readers(before I put the followers system in.)

Honestly, life has been a complete whirlwind for me. I'm starting to realise how HSC has changed myself and others. I'm not the TASH I knew 6 months ago and I hope she comes back one HSC has finished. I do not know what is happening with me these past couple of months. It just has not been feeling right. I don't know where I'm heading. I'm lost. I don't know what to do if I cannot get a 90+ ATAR. Call me dramatic but I don't just want that 90+. I need it. I need to make my parents proud so that I can prove to them I'm not such a useless piece of being. Most of you would not understand. At least some of you can cook, clean dishes, do chores, work etc.. I cannot do any of the above. I am basically useless at home. I offer absolutely nothing to the family when they always do everything they can to make sure I am happy.... I'm not being depressed - I'm just stating the truth. I love them a lot and I want to make them proud. I need to.

Lynh's blog post has inspired me to blog today. This will probably be a rare chance you will see me do a personal post.

I miss..

Ange
I never knew HSC would distance us this much. It really sucks and I miss you a lot. I hope after HSC every thing will be back to normal and I can just come to your house and sleep there all day whenever I feel like it :( I really miss you a lot. I wish you came to my school. I wish you were here with me. I wish you could spend recess and lunch with me. I wish my best friend could see what I was going through because I think with you here, I would pull through and wouldn't be feeling this way now. I miss you so much. I miss all the care free times. I miss times in our junior years(especially formal) and year 11. I don't know why year 12 is being a bitch like this. :( I want to come back from "Western Australia" and tour Sydney. Good luck in your trials, I love you Ange.

Chaing
I miss the days where we would always hang out and walk arouond at lunch on so many days talking about stupid things. Remember that spider we always saw every time we walked around? I know we talk once a week at lunch which is good, but Jimmaye is hogging you way too much :@:@:@ I wish we could randomly talk on which ever days we felt like it and didn't have to set a certain day where we could talk :( I miss hitting my best friend on the head with a poster. I miss sitting next to you in Science and drawing/scribbling things on your book. I wish I had class with you, I really wished I did. Then we could always update each other 24/7 instead of waiting for the next lunch.

BBQ.
I honestly don't know what happened. Thinking about this makes me want to cry. We were individuals connected by a series of dots. What the hell happened? I thought we were invincible and our foundation was as strong as cement. I just hate it how we're like this now. I wish #1 and #2 would be back to normal again. I wish we would all sit together and finally take that decent photo and have a proper outing - all 5 of us. Yet we never did. That never ever happened. I wished we could all go to Shinta's house again, make dinner(which her mum made for us usually)... pour "BBQ"(pun intended) sauce on our schnitzel ... and fucking watch scary movies that make LINDA laugh and ME shit bricks. I miss you guys. Fucking hell. I guess I kept this all inside because I didn't want to take sides. Truth is, I want us all to be that happy family again... Adopting each other as mother/father/siblings on face book. Now look at us. Don't you remember the great times we had? ... All the random shit we would say every time we sat in our always pentagon circle thing???? Because I do. I can't believe we let a FUCKING WHALE(oFSEMOPHFSDOFSDIOFHIFSIFSHFSIOH) come between us all. SHE IS SUCH A BITCH! Yes, Antonia if you read this, I don't like you! I just... I miss you all.... I miss BBQ. Remember at my birthday? Remember? We had the BEST time together.... getting ready and shit ......... (danny came late i think).... Now it's like... all of that meant nothing :( It's sad.

JF.
I lived on you girls for air from year 7. You guys were my blood and still are. I want to let you girls know, just because we're not in a group... does not mean that we are not as close as we are before or we aren't "friends." Cause that's absolutely bull shit. I love all of you. There's so many things I miss. I missed our innocent parties... when it was only just us! We were such idiots and we didn't care. We were so comfortable with each other and we are so close. We have the most randomest talks ever. Do you girls remember our "what stays in the room STAYS in the room" talks? I miss when we teased Cynthia and William. I miss Wendy so much and I hate it so much... how she went to Fort Street(can we go bomb that place?) and left us =[. I miss when Linda and Larisa would ALWAYS argue like no tomorrow.... and get over it the next day. I miss my VOC...... I miss when Lynh and I were tight and joint at the hip 24/7. I miss when Trang was the only sane one that possessed the only mind who was pure(she is sooo not innocent now ;p). I miss our group name. It was so awesome and lame. I miss you girls more than you know, it's because I never ever show it(L)

HELENA. (L.H is partially mentioned)
In year 9 and 10, I would almost consider us besties. We were always together... not that we had a choice... we had every single damn class together! I miss us. I look back at film&video times... computer days.. We were such losers and we laughed at anything :) I remember the day when I broke into tears during commerce and stormed out of class. You probably don't remember this, but you came to find me and you actually sat there and asked me what was wrong. I think that was our first serious talk and I still remember it because it meant a lot to me. I miss when you were always there for me. I miss you, Linda and I accidentally sleeping on our bed despite having an assignment due the next day!! Remember waking up at like 6AM to do our project... and running to school 8:45 on the dot to hand it in AHHAA!!!.. I miss getting raped by your dog with fur.... :(

Andy and Jun
I miss you two a lot. I cannot believe you guys left to go Pal College, but I understand it was for your education... but when you left... part of me died. You guys at one point in my life, meant everything to me. Jun - my first boy ex-best friend.. and his first ahem ;] ... there are days when I miss you and miss how everything was. Why did you have to leave? I didn't want you to but I never said anything. Andy.... do you know how many times I have wondered ... have you forgotten about us? Do we ever cross your mind anymore? We used to be so tight.... I could confide to you ... for anything.... now it feels like... we barely even know each other. I miss you two.

Lang
We used to be so close. I miss that. I miss when we would always call up each other... and talk for ever and ever and ever. I love when you got angry at me because I found it funny that I pissed you off. I miss our phone conversations so much... we would always have code names ... and I remember you were one of the few I could only trust. I confided to you a few of my deepest secrets(from memory). Remember pikachu? Or something about my brother? ... It's so vague... I wished I blogged about it so I could remember. I miss you and there are days where I wished we were close again like before.

Gordon
I miss everything about you. I used to talk to you all the time until dawn. We used to talk about everything and anything. In my dark days, you pulled me through. You were my closest guy friend. I considered you a best friend but I never had the heart to tell you because... I'm not good with this corny stuff. I remember when we text each other until dawn(you probably forgot). I remember when we webcammed... when you showed me your bottles of gum... and when I told your uncle I was your girlfriend. I miss you the most right now. What happened.. over these 2-3 months? We barely speak now. You used to be the only person I could start a MSN conversation with. You used to be the person I trusted the most. Some days, I feel like you have forgotten me and you do not really care anymore. I just... miss us.

Nathan Sitou
We used to talk so much. We used to hang out whenever we had the opportunity to(a few times a week!!!). I used to go to Cabra because of you. I miss us so much. I don't know how we became like this. You used to always listen to me bitch etc. I remember all those days at Livo and Cabra... I remember those days at Woolworths too when you would always somehow ........ You were the peanut to my butter. I shopped with you so many times... I seriously don't know what the hell happened. We used to be such cabra junkies ... and we used to always call each other to go out when we were bored. You used to always post on my blog with your daily "thoughts" and my readers would always tell me at school/msn how much they liked it or laughed at it.... How are you and Suzanne? I don't even know anymore. All I know is, I miss us.

J3L
I miss us so much... I miss you girls... I know you both have uni... and I'm ... still here.. Unsure if I will even make it there. I love you girls. You guys always made me stronger and made me realise what was wrong/right. I miss you guys so much..... The HSC has teared us apart... and I apologise a lot for that... I promise you after HSC, it will be back to us. I miss you girls..

Peter N (pats)
No matter how many times I look back and tell myself I would have done things differently, I know it's too late to change anything now. I know you do not want anything to do with me and I respect that. It's just... if you ever have second doubts or anything... I will always be fucking here. No matter what okay? Truth is, I fucking miss you. There are so many days where I think, why didn't I realise earlier? Why didn't I see it sooner? If I can do anything to make it better or have any chance at being friends again... please, let me know. Thinking about this makes me want to cry. I don't know how the most closest person in my life at one point in time.... can ignore me like they never ever knew me. I miss when you came to my house and we would bake like we were master chef. I miss the days when we went grocery shopping and then made penis/vagina cakes. I miss the days when we were changing in my room and forgot the webcam was on... and john was still on webcam with us LOL. I miss the days when at Larisa's birthday, you "JIZZED" in my eye(with the whipped cream). I miss the days when we went to Cabra Library with your little brother Luke and you helped me gain courage and stuck up or me. I remember when you named your puppy after me.. but did you give it away? Peter, I know you genuinely do not care about me anymore... but I just want to let you know, I miss you. I miss my friend Peter. I miss him a lot. I could lie and say that I don't care about you any more to all my friends... But my friendship with you is more than my pride... <3

Pats+fvhs group ft. westfielders(kim,ange)
Remember our group? We were like brothers and sisters. Every single birthday party, we would all be invited to. We would have the best times. We would sing star and have so much damn fun... and the best part? We didn't even need alcohol! It was always just us.. from year 7-year 10. We had the most TB poses... we were the most kinkiest/dirtiest group... and we were so stupid LOL. I miss you all. We hung out all the time... and now most of us have gone different ways. I wished we still hung out. Sometimes I wish it was only us <3

Johnnie Ong
We used to always talk and argue with each other. I really miss those days. It was like a hate/love relationship. Remember my JOHNNIEBOI theory? :) We were such TT's LOL. But we had such a unique friendship. I miss you JB. I miss when we were always there for each other and would always listen to each other when we had problems.

Johnny
Look at us now... We always fight like we're a couple when we're not even together. I miss you back then... I don't know what is happening to us now.... Every thing is so every where... I don't know what to do... what I want... what I need... what is right... what is wrong... I don't know... I was reading back to the archives of my blog.... and man I was so in love. Don't get me wrong, I still love you, but back then I felt so happy. I remember feeling so damn happy. I remember the days when we already settled on our kids names(Winta, Jay SHOTGUN, IT'S OURS YOU CAN'T TAX IT!!!!) and where we were going to move out and live together. I miss the days when you would always take Jayden and I out. I miss when we were so carefree... I miss when we always went with the flow and did not have to think about "hsc." I miss when we would always go to parties and take the longest route to walk home. I miss when you always piggybacked me cause I was such a fatshit. I miss how we always e-buddy till we fell asleep on weekends and every school day. I miss when you made me lunch and brought me breakfast. I miss when we sat together at lunch. I miss when I was never lonely when I walked to and from school because you would pick me up and drop me home... walking. I miss you coming to my house at 2am near the window and you would always talk to me until I fell asleep. Thinking about it... we had so many good times. Sometimes I'm sorry for the way I act and respond... I miss how we were. Now school, trials and the HSC has completely fucked us over. Whatever happens, I will never forget you. I'm so sorry... but please know that I still love you.

Rimmel London purchases + Nails :D

2010-07-30T15:00:00.005+10:00

Once again I did this free hand using OPI's Absolutely Alice! I honestly need to go and buy some jewels, brushes and nail art polishes so I can decorate it! But, I honestly do not have time for it now... so I'll let post-HSC me do it HAHAHA I feel so full because I just went KFC with Mariam, i love her! I can seriously talk to her about anything.. HI MARIAM WHEN YOU READ THIS :D

I also went Newtown and City yesterday, but I won't blog further about it because I'm waiting for Danny to upload some photos!!! My trials are finished... and damn do I feel so freeeeeeeee !! Life has also been very hectic for the past couple of days but I'll refrain myself from elaborating it here!

Anyways, so I spent $18 on this gorgeous ring from Newtown! The stone is from some land and the man was so nice and even gave me these ribbon string things that he was selling :D (picture below). You just do not find these type of rings anywhere else.

Once again, excuse me for the bad lighting, if you live in Sydney, you would know that it has been having such bad weather for the past couple of weeks... This is what global warming is doing to us!

I also went to purchase two Rimmel products from Priceline. If you didn't realise, for mascara, I tend to just purchase normal brands. It's because I use it a lot, so I don't want to be spending $40-50 on YSL's(I was very close to) when I'm just going to throw it out in two or three months. Anyways, I did not realise the counter person ripped me off until today *ANGRYFACE*. She did not give my 20% discount!!!! LOL But yeah, for you readers, there's a 20% off on Rimmel products ;D I bought a liquid eyeliner because my Australis one was running out. I decided to go and try something new!

One thing I did not like about this was that it does not stay on long when you first apply it. I'll compare it with the australis. First one to the top is the Rimmel London one, whereas the one towards the bottom is the Australis.

Applied(my Australis one was running out, it's as black as the Rimmel London one):

Rubbed once after 5 minutes, for some reason, you can't noticeably see it, but the Rimmel London smudged... the Australis one didn't! :

Rubbed with water once after 5 minutes:

Aggressively rubbed off:

I'm not much of a fan of the "brush" tip of Rimmel's liquid eyeliner because I find it too flexible. I prefer the rigid tips because you actually have a better grasp on it and you can apply it more meticulously.

I then purchased a waterproof mascara because I needed it to help my eyes out cause I know I'll be crying next week because of my trial marks LOL

I really do like how the brush has been set out. This brush is perfect for the eyelashes at the bottom cause there is so much precision.

(You can tell by what I mean about the liquid eyeliner smudging)

I actually really like using this because it just gives me an enough push to my eyelashes. It's not much, but I LOVE IT FOR THE BOTTOM OF MY EYELASHES! HAHA I know it's waterproof, so I went into the shower and about 50% of it came off. I'll just have to purchase more waterproof mascaras to test it all out and get back to you guys :D I'll let you guys know if the mascara still remains when I cry receiving my marks back ;)

I hope everyone has a great weekend! xx

ULTA 3 PURCHASES: lipstick + 5 polishes!

2010-07-27T11:50:00.005+10:00

First of all, happy birthday to my beautiful cousin Biondi who's 16 this year! He's in year 11 - damn his young :P HAHA

On Sunday, I went to the library to study and headed off to the chemist to buy a few things! I'm supposed to be writing up economic notes right now, but I'm not in the mindset.. I'm quite tired.
Okay, first off I decided to purchase an Ulta3 Lippie! I never knew Ulta3 produced lip sticks so when I heard it from Cecilia(a blogger I subscribe to, you should check it out!) I knew I had to try it! I purchased Orchid - this was their lightest pink!

Trying to peel this off frustrated me so bad that I violently pulled it out and wrecked the lip stick. LOL.

Excuse my lip, I was peeling it :(

My thoughts:
BAD POINTS:

Packaging - 2/5, they honestly need to do something about it. I really am not digging it!
Lack of neutral colours. I could not find any in the chemist - it was absurd!
Their rigid packaging... I had to violently pull it out! (Hence, the wrecked lip stick hahaha)
Durability - lasted about a little over an hour, but you cannot expect much from a $3 lipstick

Okay now for the...
GOOD POINTS:

Very pigmented!
Acts as a moisturiser
A range of UNIQUE colours you will not find in most brands. There's even black!
Great for a one-off buy. (Like having to buy black for a costume party)
Only $2.95, a small splurge compared to a $50 high end brand lip stick!

Would I buy it again? No. I wouldn't. But I might go back to buy the black lip stick if I have a costume party or something!

As you know, Ulta3 is known for their nail polishes. They are the #1 selling nail polish brand in Australia! I purchased 5 and I shall swatch them later on :) I love these polishes because they're so cheap and they turn out really well!

Yesterday I started playing with my nails and decided to do a manicure free hand. I used to use sticky tape, but free hand looks so much better!

I stuffed this one up, but I thought I'd post it to you guys anyway! Black or grey? Hmm..

I was also tagged by Alice, Tram and xbbkay... I tag all my readers - feel free to do this and comment if you have so I can read it of course ;-)

I had to write 10 things I love:

Family & Friends
Spontaneous and generous acts of random kindness
Being happy
Materialistic Cosmetic Brands like Dior, YSL, Chanel, Givenchy, Guerlain... the list goes on
Sass and Bide... if only I was not still in school I could purchase so many things off here $_$
Online shopping - who needs to physically shop now?!
Cheap thrills like randomly hanging out any people's places, cruising etc
Going overseas. I love it so much!
Twitter and Blogspot - my beautiful babies!
Staring at the sky at night whilst lying down outside, it's so beautiful

Be extremely beautiful or extremely intelligent?
Extremely intelligent > Extreme money > Plastic Surgery. JOKES. Define beautiful, honestly. It takes in different shapes and forms and does not always have to be limited to an exterior appearance...

Go without brushing your teeth for a year or go without washing your hair for a year?
Teeth, at least I can use mouth wash. I cannot stand my oily hair...

Be rich or famous?
Rich!

Have an amazing shoe collection or an amazing makeup collection?
Make up collection!

Be able to sing or be able to dance?
Sing, when I grow old I don't think I can dance LOL

Be stranded on a Desert Island or in the Desert?
Desert Island

Have a computer or a TV?
Computer fo'sho -> LCD LOL

Wear spots or stripes for the rest of your life?
Stripes

Drink out of a teacup or a mug?
Mug

Receive a bunch of flowers or a box of chocolates?
Box of chocolates so I can yumyumyum in my tummy AHHAH

Have a hug or a kiss from someone you love?
A KISS :)

Wear Converse or Stilettos?
Stilettos

Meet Johnny Depp or Robert Pattinson?
Robert Pattinson

Be a fairy or a mermaid?
Fairy

Coffee or a cup of Tea?
Tea... I detest cofffeee!!

Pink nails or Blue nails?
Pink

Live somewhere sunny or somewhere cold?
Hard hard...

Have an amazing house or an amazing car?
Amazing house!

Be kind or funny?
Aw this is hard.. funny i guess :L i don't want to be mean!

Eat sweets or cakes?
Sweets!

Hold a Tarantula or a Snake?
Snake

Wear a necklace or a ring?
Ring

Laugh or smile?
Laugh

Be hated or be a hater?
Hater

Pearls or beads?
Pearls

If you had to choose, lose your sight or hearing?
Losing my hearing

Have lots of money or lots of friends?
Oh no, I don't know... just because you have lots of friends does not mean you'll feel happy... having lots of money doesn't either. I'll choose having lots of money because only my true friends will be with me :D I don't need 298902384 friends

Love or be loved?
BOTH :)

YSL and JUICY COUTURE woohoo!

2010-07-23T22:07:00.001+10:00

OH MY GOODNESS, HI EVERY BODY! First of all... I'm so SORRY for not blogging for about... *checks homepage* 20 days... the equivalent of almost three weeks! I've received constant nagging from people (death threats, slut threats AHAHAH) to blog... so I will! I had my HSC trials on and I have been quite busy... I just had 6 exams in the last 4 days(including today) so that explains why! I have two more in the next week so wish me luck! I also have not been updated on people's blogs... so I'll be reading them very soon :D Okay well I just wanted to share with you guys... what my mum bought me today!!!!

P.S APOLOGIES FOR THE BAD LIGHTING - I took this at night time and could not wait until tomorrow because I was so eager to blog!

I got the Yves Saint Laurent Rouge Volupte - Frivolous Pink! It's so awesome!! You can get these from your Myer/DJ counter for $55. Money well spent.

Without flash.

With flash.

You cannot deny that YSL has the best packaging in the make up industry. Its designs own Chanel and Dior.

Welcome to my small collection of YSL. I am going to collect so much more! I also a limited edition YSL lipstick palette but I forgot to include it here. YUMMY YSL.

My mum also bought me the JUICY COUTURE for men. I am not going to use it but it's so I can displayed it on my shelf with my Couture Couture and have a collection. I'm still devastated that I lost my Viva La Juicy, how the hell do you lose perfume? LOL I love the designs of JC's fragrances. It never fails to amaze me. It gets better and better each time!

I also wanted to share what my mum splurged on herself to compensate for the lack of blogging. So I know many people ask why my mum always buys me cosmetics, but it's because well, you see, my mum's a perfume collector and she also shares the same love for branded cosmetics like me :D When I make money, the first thing I'm going to do is treat my mum to a perfume shopping spree! These are a day's purchases! She is so cute, I love her to bits.

I absolutely love the packaging.

I fell in love with this. It's made out of Swarovski crystal! Every cosmetic brand seems to be turning to this company to embellish their product.

So awesome. My horrible capture on this does the limited edition Christian Dior product no justice!

I am also awaiting my MAC products and I want to buy that Givenchy lipstick! I am back bloggers, hooooorayyy! 8)

P.S To a beautiful girl I know, please stay strong. We are always here for you whenever you need us. (L)

Michael's 18th birthday!

2010-07-04T21:35:00.002+10:00

Firstly, I would like to say a BIG happy birthday to Michael for turning 18 and hosting a CRAZY party. Secondly, I'd also like to wish SHINTA a happy 17th because it's her birthday today. Many shoutouts to you both :$ So yesterday was Michael's birthday party, I had a GREAT time. Readers be warned... You will be attacked with an immense amount of photos, just saying. HAHA.

They all love me 8)

My best friend and I arrive FASHIONABLY LATE, as always. We never EVER arrive on time :P.. PAPARAZZII HAHAHA

With the birthday boy and girl :)

We had like 5 photos with Adrian but his head kept getting cut off.. Thanks for the IPT txtbook once again buddy :)

Danny and I are camwhores, what can I say?

Much love :$

Ngaw ronald (L)

I really do not know wtf happened here... They call this... the "TASHLANDER" face... so true.... AHAAHAHAH... I love him(Gordon) :)

Stalkish? Just a bit... LOL! But an awesome photo ;)

Saw my tutor friends :O:O:O

We were supposed to look like we were raping each other in this photo. HAHA. :)

What else can I say? I'll sum up my night with a few dot points:

Tung Ba knocked out
Ange and I rocking up in fashion (A)
Eating cake with my fingers
Jun and I almost collapsing when we saw each other through the window
Vy and I screaming like lunatics when we saw each other
Adrian and Peter came... mine and linda's shot buddies!
Me biting Gordon's neck... karma for all the times he bit me.
Gordon .... blowing raspberries... on my... stomach HAHAAHAH
Linda and I saying: "WE ARE TOO SOBER FOR THIS SHIT"
"Security guard" drawing a penis on my hand
A nice talk with Petertron
Getting Gordon to piggyback me so I could be on top of the world on the dancefloor hahaahah
Danny and I taking a lot of luvos

It was great. I had a great time. Oh and thank you every body who was looking after me, I really appreciate it :) Have a great holiday! xx

SHOPBOP.COM HAUL :D

2010-06-27T17:25:00.002+10:00

I was playing around with my nails yesterday and I realised I need to purchase more OPI nail polish because I'm getting sick of the ones I have already. Don't you just love Matte colours? I need to re-stock on some Matte. So baby, when the holidays hit, here I come!!! I'm also loving ManGlaze nail polish... but too bad they do not sell it in Australia, *cries*

On Friday, whilst I was still at school, my mum text me that my SHOPBOP.COM order arrived!!!! Okay, so it's not really a "haul," but close enough, I'm only in high school, leave me alone :P Thanks mummy for these which came across to around $140-$160 in AUD. :)

The first thing I had my eyes set on that I completely fell in love with was the La Mer Collection "Carnival Wrap Watch." In my entire lifetime, I have never seen such an eccentric and beautiful watch. My mum was planning to buy me a Juicy Couture watch(rather overrated IMO, but they have gorgeous accessories and fragrances)... but I decided I needed to have this one instead! It was much cheaper - I think it cost me a little under $90... It would have definitely been cheaper if our exchange rate was stronger!

I love how it wraps up like this!

My mum told me to leave the plastic on because she knows that I'm handicapped and I will scratch it on the very first day. Well I proved you wrong mummy!!! LOL I love the charms!

I bought the next thing because I needed $100+ for free shipping :D So I purchased this Marc by Marc Jacobs Black Logo Band Ring! It's great because it can fit any finger as it has a ring size changer inside it!

Oh and late last night, I realised I needed change... Sooooo I cut my fringe. Larisa said it did not look any different... Which is true ... Every time I get a new fringe, there is no difference, it looks the same!

Okay, I should get back to my english speech, I hope everyone had a great weekend, bye!
P.S I miss Angelica Sorn!

Revlon nail polish and ChiChi disco dust

2010-06-23T16:10:00.007+10:00

I cannot see any traces of white in the sky no more.

I don't know if anybody will read my blog anymore because someone hacked into my MSN account yesterday of 5 years and I made a new email, transferring all my important accounts to it... but the only problem is that it will not import my contact list of 997(limit is 1000, very annoying). So I just added a few people, so comment your name below if I haven't added you already - even manually adding people is not working. Very frustrating, but I think this is a sign to maybe start focusing on HSC. LOL.

On a completely different tangent, here is the Revlon Nail Enamel 766 Plum Baby. A gorgeous light shade of pink that dims down the attention of your nails! I also received Chi Chi Disco Dust in Midas Touch courtesy of Gloss Cosmetics(many thanks!). The packaging is too cute and it's basically powder to make you shimmer - well captured in photos :D

Look how cute the mini powder thingy is... TOO CUTE! I removed the sifting pot to show you what it's made of. Personally, I find it hard to take a considerable amount of glitter to place on your body, so I prefer using a brush instead :D

I'm awaiting for my Shopbop order... I hope it will arrive tomorrow morning! I hope every one has a great day =] xx Another thing I'd like to mention before I go, thanks so much to a few people who are trying their best to make it right, it really helps me, in more ways than you would know. Thank you.

Sass and bide jeans :D

2010-06-20T13:27:00.006+10:00

Thank you so much to Brendon because I now own the Sass and Bide SELF TITLED SUPER SKINNY WITH ZIPS ($320AUD) featured in the "Future Grand" Fall/Winter 2010 collection! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! These jeans are absolutely gorgeous :) All my girlfriends(and even boy friends - especially Tony) are envious hawhawhaw!

This is my favourite part of the jeans:

Yesterday I attended an English lecture for our Area of Study - I refuse to say the B word. Many thanks to Lynh for driving us 4 girls there(Cynthia, Kim, Larisa and I). The lecture was really good(only $7 for entry), but as Larisa said, you had to be there to absorb the information so I did not end up writing a lot of notes. Cynny, Linda, Larisa and I were starving so we went to McDonalds and Gloria Jeans! I saw Diana(the girl I lost my concert-ginity to ;]) working at McDonalds and she charged me less and upgraded me and gave me an apple pie :$:$ Aww.. she's so cute. She even gave linda extra happy in her happy meal... I don't even know how that works.. LOL Anyways we sat in Gloria Jeans and just talked about random things. It was great, I hope it stays this way after high school is over. We then went to Big W and started playing with their make-up... that's the life of a Year 12... *cough* HAHA. Anyways, Cynthia's dad drove us home, it was a good day and it helped me forget about a few things...

Apologies to beautiful Christina for missing out on her birthday :( I LOVE YOU WOMAN, I specifically request you to post about it on your blog... and photoshop me in a photo or two 8)

When I went to Circular Quay the other day, I bought these two accessories from Diva. It was a 4 for $10 sale so why not. I halved it with Linda, so I ended up only paying $5 for these two! Every body loves a great bargain :P. There's also a Diva warehouse sale where all items are less than $2, so ask me for details. Personally, 4 for $10 is already the equivalent of $2ish... so I won't be attending that sale.

Do not read further if you do not want to hear my rant, hehe.
I'm so sick of always giving you the benefit of the doubt. I do not want to hear from you, nor speak of you again. I do not care if you plan to drop out of school and find an apprenticeship. Because I'm going to put this in simple words... I do not care. From today onwards, there is no association between you and I. We have nothing to fall back on, except for wasted time and tarnished memories. To think that I starved myself a whole term of Lunches at school and put all my money from my online shop to buy you a PS3 for your birthday... Well, yay for me, I now have more money to spend on myself =] I'm on my own now. Readers, please do not mention his name again. I do not want to talk about it or think about it anymore, so give it a rest.

Two different people trying to live the same life never ever works out.

Economics excursion

2010-06-18T01:41:00.006+10:00

I had such a great day at the Economics excursion on Wednesday! Just a word of caution to my fellow readers that today's post will be very dense in photos. I will post up my purchases in the next post. I thought I'd like to bring that up because Trang mentioned to me how she could only half-load my photos because I had too much... which sort of concerns me! HAHA. Anyways, the day started off with Khang's dad driving us in a van... I have never experienced this before, I felt like Aladdin on a flying carpet - it was a magical experience LOL.

(We were lying down on the floor of the Van)

Our very first stop for the Economics class was the Reserve Bank of Australia! It's so sophisticated and I would not mind working there one day. We had to attend a lecture by a senior economist(I forgot his name but it's written in my sheets that Khang still has...) with a few other schools. We were writing up notes like crazy... until we realised that the presentation could be easily attained from the RBA site. D'oh. Oh well, I ended up writing what the economist said, not what was on the presentation :D Our teacher also asked the economist mind buzzing questions.. I'm sure the other teachers and students were like "what is he saying?!" Our teacher really knows his economics. LOL.

My cheeks are really pink in here because I think the room was stuffy. I wished I had natural pink cheeks!

We went to the Martin Place food court and I bought a Chicken Teriyaki wrap for $8, it was sort of sickening... but HEALTHY, so I guess that's what counts 8) Damn all those high-class stores like Prada, Gucci etc... I'll come and visit you guys one day when I work! Well, the next stop was the ASX. Our teacher was just analysing the stocks and telling us how to buy/sell shares. I want to invest as soon as I finish HSC... I can't wait!

We also stopped by the Royal Copenhagen Ice Cream store :) I ordered two regular scoops of Lemon Sorbet(my favourite flavour!) and Tropical Passionfruit... Well worth the $6(around there) I paid!

We stopped by the Opera House :D I don't see the big deal... but maybe because I live in Sydney and I'm so used to it?

I absolutely LOVE the economics classes :) I'll post more about what happened in the next post :) I'll give you a hint, it's something to do with Sass and Bide!!! Wooohooo! :D

Two mascara reviews.

2010-06-12T13:55:00.005+10:00

I am beginning to realise(after Elizabeth told me that I should do more reviews and commented how Linda only posts the things she buys but never uses it or shows it) that whenever I purchase make up, 90% of the time, I never show you guys what it looks like. So I guess I'll be taking a different approach through blogging. As you probably know, last month I reverted to the modern version of blogger which means I have "gadgets" like the "followers" system. So if I reach 100 followers, I'll be having a giveaway, so please follow me guys if you haven't already :) ... Please pass on the word through your blogs or something... It will seriously make my day! :D

Rimmel: The Max Volume Flash Mascara
My thoughts:

It really DOES "volumise" your lashes
It provides your eyes with an intense "dark" look, which I love.
However it does NOT give the "natural eyelashes" take
This is the best mascara I have used (and trust me, I've definitely used a lot)

Max Factor: Lash Extension Effect
My thoughts:

I am quite disappointed, it did not lengthen it as stated "extreme lengthening mascara"
It does opt for a very natural look
Works well when "just enough" is perfect.
I definitely would not buy this again, but I would use it for casual wear... I would not wear this out to a party or an outing etc.

Result: Purchase the Rimmel Max Volume Flash mascara instead - do not bother with the Max Factor Lash Extension effect unless natural looking eyelashes are your thing.

So on Sunday I went with Khanh to the Fisher Library at Sydney University to return our history extension books. Once again, we took the longest route and by the time I came to station, we just missed the train and had to wait another 30 minutes. Why couldn't we have fast trains that come every minute or two, like in Singapore or Hong Kong?

My topic for history extension, yes light reading woohoo.. 8)

This is 1% of the Fisher Library, they have 7-8 levels filled with books.

Khanh and I were starving so we went into Chinatown and we could basically eat anything! So this lady lured us with her "menu book" (like how they always attack tourists with their persuasive language) and it was $15 each for lunch(so cheap!) which came with two entrees, the choice of rice or fried rice, a dish of your choice and fruit. I forgot to catch the name of this restauarant, but it's IN China Town... LOL... Yeah, sorry for the vague description HAHA.

This is satay chicken. It tasted average and wasn't anything surprising to the taste buds. I forgot to take a photo of the beef vegetable noodles we also shared, which was really nice... Khanh and I were too hungry!!!... And his camera shy... Is every guy camera shy? T_T

I then stopped by the No.1 Cake Shop to go buy Johnny a pretty cake because he was coming to my place when I returned home :)

So when Khanh and I went home, we had to either wait 20 minutes for the next train, or take another train coming in like 3 minutes but all we had to do was switch trains. So... I decided, with my great instincts, to take the 3 minute one! What a mistake. By the time we switched trains and got onto the next platform... We had to wait more ... for about 30 minutes!!!!! So we got bored and started playing with the security system cameras :D

(Khanh took this one bahahaha!!)

Anyways, so I finally came home! Johnny came over and I surprised him with the cake :) We watched a movie with Jayden and then he went home early because he was sick and had to wake up early for work placement the next day :( But it was okay because the next day, we went to Savannah's at Stocklands ... I ordered steak and mash potatoes and he ordered something I can't remember LOL We also ordered shrimp for our entree :) and he ordered.. Lime and Bitters... told you the one at Savannah's tastes nasty! He didn't believe me... Vanilla milkshake for the win :) The bill came to $75 which that hoe did not let me pay for, it was his birthday AS WELL -_-

We then watched Robin Hood and picked like the 9:30pm slot? LOL When we got there, there was no one in the cinema... I guess nobody likes to watch movies on Monday night :P Robin Hood was okay. It wasn't great, it wasn't shit. It does leave you waiting for the next sequel to it though. But damn Russell Crowe is attractive in that movie......... I cannot believe I just said that out loud LOL. I got home at midnight and basically crashed on my bed. I hope you had a great day Johnny :)

Max Factor Lash Extension Effect

2010-06-10T16:44:00.007+10:00

I've been completely M.I.A in the blogging world this week because it has been an incredibly hectic week. Today I completed my maths extension exam, which mind you is my WORST subject times infinity, and I scraped a PASS. Pretty pathetic considering I studied for two days straight which for me is A LOT because I'm usually the girl who studies the night before or at lunch/recess on the day to try and make use of my time. So you're probably thinking, only two days? I had an immense amount of interruptions such as having a drama marathon that lasted two days(friday, saturday) and possibly because I went out on both Sunday and Monday(blog about later) and returned home late enough to just collapse on my bed... I'm not disappointed because I did not think I would pass, it just makes my self-esteem low and discouraged me from studying. It's like... the subject I study the most in (MX1) I do the shittiest in.... and when I do not study a lot for it, I get good marks? Bleh.

Anyways, I asked my mum to surprise me and buy me any mascara of her choice, preferably Rimmel, since the one I've been using(Rimmel's Max Volume Flash pictured above) is running out. I absolutely love the one I'm using every day, mainly because it really does add incredible volume to your lashes. It only lengthens them a bit, but its okay because my lashes were long to begin with. So its great if you want VOLUME, not LENGTH. Anyways I ... digress(LOL), but when she went to Priceline, Rimmel mascaras was all out of stock, so she bought the MaxFactor Lash Extension Effect.

I'll do a review next time! I really need to purchase a few lip sticks and lip glosses, if you have any suggestions, please let me know! I was thinking of buying the entire lip gloss collection of Anna Sui's because I absolutely love it! Yay or nay?

Happy Birthday Jayoineys!

2010-06-07T00:00:00.003+10:00

HAPPY 17TH JOHNNY PHAM ♥
Hey baby, HAPPY FREAKIN' BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You probably won't read this since I banned you from coming onto here but I might allow you to just read this one post. :) Readers, a word of caution: do not read on if you do not want to see excessive photos or "ngawww"-ness BAHAHA I only get to do this once in a year guys, I might as well TAKE FULL ADVANTAGE :P

2008

Formal night ;) I remember three things clearly that night:

You asked me to dance so we were the first people that started the dancing that night
Winning the cutest couple of the year ;] (with chaing&jimmaye)
Getting grounded from my parents after your fucking afterparty you hoebag!!!!! :@

Plat's birthday omgggggg..... :|:|:|

Commerce: First and only class together LOL

Wtf @ Karols + JB? LOL. This was probably our most rough year that we've had together but I guess it was an obstacle and we bloody hurdled over it LOL!

2009&2010

Engagement party and New Years Eve - damn those were the days! LOL I remember on NYE... that I was puking in the sink and Lannie was puking in the toilet. JB was looking after Lannie and you had to clean my vomit... HAAHAHAH WE WERE ALL IN THE SAME ROOM! One of the best memories of '10!

I remember one time, you told me that I only remember the bad things about us. Well, to prove to you, here are some of the great things I remember:
♥ Sneaking in ♥ Sneaking out ♥ Giving me pie through the window at 1am cause I was hungry LOL ♥ Taking Jayden out excessive times ♥ Going Tommy's(poor Danny Taing when he was with us cause you and I were in a heated indirect argument and danny had to deal with it... LOL!!!!) ♥ Getting almost caught!!(biggest mission to date) ♥ Late night walks ♥ Strolling around the park ♥ Watching the stars ♥ Being engaged ♥ Late night convos ♥ Free Virgin2Virgin phone calls ♥ Ebuddy always every day ♥ Principal telling us to unclench our hands ♥ Good morning texts ♥ Smartass jokes ♥ WADUP jokes ♥ Fail AVATAR 3D ♥ Movies at your place ♥ Movies at my place ♥ Mariam's dinner ♥ My TNL's ♥ No matter what party I am at, when ever I want to go home, you always take me home... even if you're not invited (LOL) ♥ Leather jacket ♥ Piggybacks ♥ Dozen roses + balloons ♥ Joel... when I left one earring his car (LOOL) ♥ Walking to home and school together ♥ Lunches you'd make for us ♥ Our children Bao and Mariam ♥ Okay there's too many but yeah those are some :):)

Jay, we've been through so many up's and down's but after 3 years, we're still here for each other. As lovers or friends, it does not matter cause I know I'll still love you either way[no matter what Future Tash says - don't listen to her!!!] :) I hope you have a great birthday and... I'm finally not a.. PEDOPHILE NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can officially say you're 17.... instead of the other times where people would ask me what your age was ... "16.." and I'd be turning 18 this YEAR LOL And we're in the same grade.. -_- Anyways, have a great one baby and hope you have an extraordinary day today cause you deserve it, but damn your work placement =[. I love you!!!! xxxxxxx

/TASHHHHH

Pull through

2010-05-29T00:54:00.002+10:00

I absolutely dislike being capped, I cannot view blogs properly nor comment and I cannot view the YouTube/video links people are constantly sending to me! The annoyance :@ So today we got our ancient history results back and I guess that's the main thing that is keeping me in balance at the moment... In other words, refraining myself from having another damn break down!(Bloody HSC) I'm not even sure if that's usual? Anyways I also completed my IPT exam which was really hard. It was by far the hardest IPT exam I have done :(, I hope I maintain my ranking. I also have two assignments (english and economics) due on Monday and Tuesday respectively .... and I just started the English one on Hamlet today. Darn you Hamlet, you're annoying too!!!!!!

Anyways, my mum purchased some clothes for me the other day which I'll post up later... Since I do not even physically "shop" now... my mum does it for me! Which is pretty cool because we share like almost the same sizes for everything! But it's okay, I'm going to get rid of ALL my clothes by the end of the year(charity or through the shop) except my jeans and start brand new! .... So for this pointless blogging... here are the rest of photos from Larisa and Peter's 17th!

New contact lenses!

2010-05-20T15:36:00.003+10:00

Very recently, I purchased Geo Lenses(contacts) off a genuine Facebook seller whom my friend was buying from and needed to order 6 pairs so that it would be cheaper. She asked me and I said why not! These two little beauties are called "Angel Eyes Purple" - with no proscription - only cost me AUD$12.50 and lasts for an entire year from the time when you unseal the bottle! What a bargain hey?! In the mean time, I have not paid a trip to my local chemist to purchase Solution for the contacts but I will soon to show you readers what it looks like!

The contacts also came with a purple Hello Kitty container! Too cute!

So lately I haven't been updating my blog daily because my social and school life has been incredibly hectic these days... and not in a good way. But I suppose I'll refrain myself from saying anymore due to certain circumstances right now, which I hope I will resolve tonight. Wish me luck.

Over the weekends on Saturday, I had a great blast at Larisa(co-owner of VOCpreloved) and Peter's 17th! I'll seriously dot point my night and add a few photos!

Everyone just drowning down the jello shots... we left no alcohol for An and Kevin when they came late... LOL WHOOPS D:
Tam and I challenging via scissors, paper, rock. He epically lost and was SO smashed. Too bad he can't remember most of the night, cute fella :P
Team VS Team challenge = FAILED, we all got effed in our own ways HAHAHA
Larisa drunk... talking about:
SAMSON AND DELILAH - I quote "I want to be a mimi!"
No one showering her because her hair was filled with cake LOLOLOL
How I hate her and I never spend enough time with her because I always spend it with Johnny, LOL pretty funny at the time
John calling her a "tart" LMAO
Peter's brother Anthony said I was his #1 at the party :$:$:$
Linda and Khang had an EPIC challenge and just wouldn't back down from each other LOL.
Steven and Jade were probably the first people to go haywire. HAHAHA
Cynthia and Nina was wet and got hosed
Oujin tried giving me a lap dance which I rejected, even when I'm tipsy! :L
We were all on the couch.... The... "Balls" incident... I do not want to further explain, ask me in person.. But I think that was the biggest LOL moment of the party.
Peter receiving a Flesh Light for his birthday. Do not google this up if you do not want to be scarred for life.
Larisa starting the cake fight then I went and picked out all the toppings from the cake and ate it. LOL
Garlic bread cravings... sorry I want some right now HAHAHA

Here are a few photos, post some up later tonight, enjoy!

Bobbi Brown gel eyeliner and Athletics carnival!

2010-05-13T21:59:00.002+10:00

So I've been going on about the Bobbi Brown gel eyeliner .... well here are the photos! I have yet to try it on when I buy my benefit hard angle brush. Can you guys recommend me any gel eyeliner brush to use? It would be greatly appreciated!

Yesterday was my very last Athletics carnival AND the last time I would be wearing my sport uniform. *cries* Who knew time would past by so fast? Here are some photos to capture the memories:

CLASS OF 2010 (L)

BFFL photo. Chaing and I of course LOL.

MY FML'S AND I (L)

MY BELOVED RAINBOW BUDDY (L)

We ran the 100m sprint... and my legs are so freakin' sore. Basically we stopped 1/3 of the way and weaved into different lanes, shoving each other, holding hands, posing in the middle for photos... etcetc... After we finished our race... we ran into Starfesh's lane... HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA Mr K had to tell us off on the speaker phone... BWAHAHA >=D

I LOVE JB.. LOLJK HE IS A FAG

WILLIAM ? LOL

Photo's like this one (above) are priceless.

Wtf @ Kevin and Phealey? LOL

I'm going to miss these guys!!!!

Other random memories:

My beautiful Linda Son was crowned the fastest girl in FVHS. SHE VOMITTED TWICE.. AND STILL CAME 1ST. She is freakin' tank!
Called Ms M a "MILF" then corrected myself saying she was a "PILF"(go figure) in front of all the guys.. no one denied anything HAHAHAHA
I kept taxing Chaing & Jimmaye's food... on accident though!!!
KAYLA.......... was soooooooooo funny. She kept taking photos and recordings of herself... Check out my predated FB for the videos!

Love you all! xxxx

Happy belated mothers day!

2010-05-10T22:26:00.004+10:00

I was going to post about the Bobbi Brown gel eyeliner I received from Mariam(bidded on ebay woohoo!!) but the quality of the picture wasn't decent, so I decided to save it for tomorrow :) HEHE.

So yesterday I had a nice gathering with my relatives for an afternoon bbq which was pretty rad. Good food + awesome people = a guarantee of an awesome time!

Happy mothers day mummy, I love you to bits. You are so beautiful, both inside and out, and I'm so blessed to be your daughter. Thankyou so much for understanding me like no one else could. Thank you for letting me get away with things your average teenager SHOULD NOT get away with, thankyou for listening to me and accepting Johnny, thankyou for your spontaneous gifts, thankyou for always disturbing me when I have an exam the next day(or in the afternoon) by making me look at makeup sites(HAHAHA classic), thankyou for your advice, thankyou for the beautiful food you make(I know no better chef than you), thankyou for your love and basically... thankyou for everything. I owe you the world mummy, I love you. I truly do.

My mum basically got from Mother's Day:

School presents from Jayden (including a cup, bracelet, doorhanger, card and really cute rocks!!! ... you'll see what I mean later, it will make you cringe AWW)
3 perfumes! (Mum is a perfume collector)
Red pocket $$ FROM ME :D
Forever New shirt!

This is what I was talking about... he made it during school....

...TOO CUTE OR WHAT!?!?!?!? I WANT THIS FOR MOTHER'S DAY :) LOL.. when I'm a mum that is.

Calvin Klein Eternity - the smell is really nice.

I'm also loving the fragrance brand Lolita Lempicka - I think they're very rare to locate in Sydney stores, so if anyone knows where they might sell this brand, please let me know! I want to get the whole collection for my mummy! Click for the gorgeous fragrance bottles: http://www.parfumslolitalempicka.com/

That's where the fragrance comes out of - what a cute as idea!

Today, our english advanced class attended the Hamlet Production by Harlos Productions at the Bondi Pavilion in Bondi Beach. To be honest, I didn't expect much from it. We were told that we would be seated in this play for the duration of 3 damn hours!!!! So my first instinct would be snooze snooze snooze (sorry you can imagine the mind of a to-be-18-year-old) but surprisingly... it was not! It was a great play and well interpreted to fit to your average contemporary audience :) I love it, it was funny in particular parts like where the guy wore a girl wig to become the "queen".... HAHAHAH Oh goodness, just thinking about it makes me laugh. We were also lucky enough to talk to two of the cast members (Gertrude and Polonius), who were like total GILF by the way - I won't explain any further and I'll stop here HAHAHAHAHA!!! I don't have any photos because they're all on other people's cameras - I'll be sure to take them and post them up later! I still have a whole heap from other events I haven't posted up.... Which I will soon... promise!!!

Also Tram tagged me! Click on: http://the-beautifool.blogspot.com/ for her awesome blog guys! I totally love reading her blog :)

Write 10 things about yourself & life.

Give a final comment about life.

Tag 5 people who's blog you love reading.

1. I used to have a personal tennis coach for years (and was athletic) because I wanted to become a professional tennis player. Then in highschool, I started migrating with the asians who don't do sport(it's not stereotypical, the ones I hang with really don't) and quit... I'm no where close to being athletic anymore.

2. I regard myself as incredibly lucky for being blessed with the best family ever. I love my mum, my dad and my two little brothers.

3. I have given up a holiday to China with my family twice in my life. Once because I was young and could not leave my grandmother's side because I was such a sook LOL. Secondly, I wanted to focus on year 11...which I regret because I should have went. I have never been to China and I'm chinese.

4. I'm not sure what's going to come in the future, but right now, I can look back and say that at this moment in time, I'm in love with a boy called Johnny Pham.

5. I want to study abroad for a year.

6. I find that a major turn on for a boy .... are his arms. If he has nice arms...... omg *drools*

7. I want to get married by 25 and have three children :)

8. I am materialistic... only when it comes to cosmetics and handbags(when I'm older and successful).

9. I don't look forward to school.

10. I love entering a bookstore and heading straight to the HSC textbooks section. It's absolutely divine. (No sarcasm intended.)

Write something about life?

Everything will get better. Cherish what you have now for you can't foreshadow what might happen tomorrow.

I tag: (sorry if I didn't tag the others, it's simply because you guys don't blog often or you're blog is on private.)
DANNY
ANGELICA
CHAING
BOTH LINDA'S.. LINDA HUYNH/LINDA SON
CYNTHIA LUU

Lipstick, lipstick, lipstick!

2010-05-08T18:13:00.004+10:00

Yesterday, my mummy bought me the gorgeous Benefit Silky Finish Lipstick in "Ruby Vibes." I absolutely love it! It looks more red in comparison to the photo I have taken above. The application is incredbly smooth. It feels like lipgloss and lipstick in ONE (similar to my Givenchy lipgloss), although it does have a weird scent and I can't figure out exactly what it is!

The packaging is divine! Anything Benefit related has gorgeous packaging, don't you agree?

It looks great in photos :D ... especially in flash!

The other day my mummy also bought me a Lipstick Holder from Trade Secret. I've needed one of these... but not for my lipsticks... for my lipglosses!!! I wish I could collect each and every single brand, product and colour.... but damn, you're averaging about $35-$45 for each lipgloss. CRIES* And seriously, at my age and with my non-existent income apart from money given to me by my parents, it's basically unaffordable :( ... but that hasn't stopped me! I'm going to study hard, work hard, attain a great job I love.... and subsequently buy all the cosmetics and fashion I want!!!! CHEERS to a 90+ atar please! :D

Here is the first line of my lipgloss collection(I cbfed showing you my whole lipgloss collection)
From left to right - Guerlain, YSL, Anna Sui, Benefit, YSL, Dior

I would also like to thank everyone for their support of mine and Larisa's new online store: http://vocpreloved.blogspot.com(click if you haven't already and follow!). On the first day we reached more than 30 online viewers and almost 2000 hits! I also would like to say thankyou to everyone who has purchased something off there - we really appreciate it! I can now use this money to buy a Mother's Day gift and purchase purple contacts and the Bobbi Brown gel eyeliner - which I have already and will definitely blog about it later!

So guys tomorrow is Mother's Day. Make her feel special and if you already do every day, then take tomorrow as an opportunity to make her feel EXTRA special. Whether it's waking up early in the morning and making dysfunctional breakfast(I have a feeling this might happen to me) or buying her what she wants, make her feel important! She gave birth to you and her blood runs in your veins, do not forget that! We owe everything to our mother! :D Have a great day everyone!

TASH ++

Proud owner of Couture Couture by Juicy Couture!

2010-05-02T23:09:00.004+10:00

For me, this average day turned into an extraordinary one. My parents came home and my mum made me smell this type of perfume on her hand. I told her it was nice and she gave me a huge ass smile. She then ran to her room and came back, with a Myer bag in her hand. She freakin' bought me the latest perfume released by Juicy Couture(which mind you, released in Australia a few weeks ago) COUTURE COUTURE!! I can honestly tell you that I felt like the luckiest girl in the world! I have been wanting this fragrance since it came out in the USA! Australia is so damn slow -_-"

I love you mum and dad - not for your spontaneous gifts, but how you are the most understanding, caring and sweetest beings in the world. After breaking down from my horrible HSC exam timetable(i have a double on a day), my dad did not know what to say so he kept patting me on the back in attempt to comfort me and making references to Dominic's new computer, so my mind would be off the subject. On the other hand, my mum told me that, I quote, "it's not the end of the world," and if I cannot make it into university there's always Tafe and it's okay. But hell no, I'm determined to get over 90 :) I need a more healthy and optimistic state of mind. Oh whoops, I'm getting off topic!

The front of the packaging - gorgeous isn't it?

Side of the packaging.

Go couture yourself ;)

This photo was destined to work together. Look at my nails and the colour of the packaging!

The embellishment is astonishing.

This previous keyring "J" was in their previous fragrance "Viva La Juicy." I have lost mine and I have no idea how :( How the hell do you lose perfume?!!? I don't know!

It also concerns me to see that late last night, I had 10 online individuals reading my blog. You see, it concerns me because no one ever comments, so I do not even know who is reading it... or more importantly, if anyone is reading it. If you guys read it, could you please comment or follow me if you haven't already. LOL I really appreciate it. Thanks!

Oh and another thing, LARISA AND I have decided to collaborate our unwanted things to create a shop on tumblr. Please go on there and support us by following:

http://vocpreloved.tumblr.com

No boring bits.

2010-05-02T00:17:00.002+10:00

During the outing with my BFFLZ BBQ in search for awesome Pho at Bankstown(so pho, so good ;]), I purchased my very first OPI Matte nail polish "La Paz-itively Hot Matte" from the 2009 collection. I've past through numerous blogs who dislike matte but I absolutely LOVE it! In fact, I'm starting to dislike shimmers...

One coat, without flash.

One coat, with flash.

Two coats, with flash. Do you see any difference? ... Cause I sure as hell don't!

Advantages of Matte

Does not stain to a noticeable extent!
Dries instantly in like, 10 seconds tops - no joke! (No need to wait)

Disadvantages of Matte

Unable to put a base coat - this is strictly not allowed(even said on the booklet that came with this nail polish)
Not durable as it chips off in 3 days or more because it is Matte. Matte's are usually for that one time event and not for every day wearing, unless you plan on repainting your nails every three days or so?
You must work fast when painting it because it dries so damn fast!

My verdict: I LOVE MATTE even though the disadvantages exceed the advantages. There's just something about it. Clearly, this is a staple and every girl MUST own one of these! I've decided I'm going to own the rest of OPI's matte collection one day.

Since I haven't blogged for a while, I've included this eye makeup tutorial. I'm no make up artist but I saw other bloggers do this, so I thought it would be interesting to attempt it.
Products I used:

Lancome Noir eyeliner
Australis liquid eyeliner
Lancome eyelash curler
Rimmel London The Max Volume Flash Mascara
Eyeshadow from Revlon and an eyeshadow stick I bought overseas.

I also forgot to mention that our school photos arrived. It's our final year and basically there is this HUGE ass framed poster of year 12 2010 displayed at our library. It's tradition that every one from other grades stand in front of it and purely stare, criticising or complimenting. How do I know this? I used to do this too. LOL. So basically, if you look ugly, you're.... effed.

I'll blog tomorrow night again. :) Goodnight everyone and apologies for my belated posts!

Not in the mood.

2010-04-21T20:36:00.005+10:00

I really do not understand what is happening to my immune system. Ever since 2010 when school hits, I have been constantly sick. (But no, holidays have been fine :S) I was barely, if none at all, sick last year and I don't get why my body has to eff up on me like this... in YEAR 12. All odds are against me these days, I'm also "sick" of that. The day before school, I struck a fever and was basically in bed for most of the night. Yesterday night it disappeared and today, the fever has returned!? God, please stop playing with me, it's exhausting me out mentally and physically. I feel like I'm going crazy.

On a brighter note, today we had a triple period with a substitute. So Danny was watching Inbetweeners (must watch) on my laptop with earphones on but it was on my desk and he was next to me. So i'm highlighting all my work and this nudity sex scene, where mind you if you don't hear it, you'll assume it's porn straightaway, comes up. Thus, the 7 boys with me in this class are all interested, it's only natural after all. Probably more than 1 minute had passed when I realised that the substitute was standing behind me. She accuses me of watching it HAHAHAHAHAHAH... I think she was seriously disgusted because she thought I was watching porn in the middle of class. She saw a USB and it was William's so she's like take it out and I did. The scene was still there and she was like where is this show coming from? And I said .... "my laptop...." oh gosh, the embarassment. *cries If you were there, you would have died of laughter like the boys and I did. HAHA.

Goodnight lovers.

Johnny's party :D

2010-04-19T22:15:00.002+10:00

I used two coats in the picture show above. I like this colour because it's not too eccentric or bold(perfect for school). In fact, it's more of a colour for Winter rather than Autumn. But oh well, since when was following the trend... the trend? I really do love China Glaze. Damn you Cynthia Luu.

On Saturday, I went to Johnny's party for a FVHS get together. It was great! I helped cook(BAHAHA, yes I know what you are all thinking).... I count BBQing as cooking OKAY? LOL. But OMG, I burnt a bit of the chicken *cries* ... Especially this one piece of chicken because my shadow was covering it so I thought it was black and nothing was there... That was a pretty epic fail LOL.

Man, all the photos of us girls basically look the same. I love them!! They're such a fun bunch to hang with. I swear you do like the most stupid shit(.... freakin' tara etc. egging me on to talk to a certain person)... and Mirna kept coming up to ask to request the song "BLAH BLAH BLAH." That one word has now been etched in my mind forever!! HAHAHA.

At first, Sokhar and I didn't understand vietnamese pool. Then we sort of got hooked onto it and we started playing with Patrick, Andrew, Aarron and Vinh. Pretty addictive I must admit but it's so hard! I challenge my viet friends to a game of this 8)

BY THE WAY:BIG thanks to Johnny, Mariam and lil Daniel for walking me home =) and Tara for driving back from Livo to Johnny's to give me back my mobile and Johnny telling Aarron to drive to Shinta's to get my camera back. (L)

It's school tomorrow and I have a fever of 38.4 degrees :( In 2010, I seem to always get sick during school? Reading my best friend's blog, I realised that the good thing about school was that there is routine. Holidays have seriously been so mindeffing for me and everything has been everywhere! My sleeping patterns are so effed to the point of no beyond(but I guess it always has been, always will), my notes are not up to date and I didn't do half and more of the things I wanted to do in the holidays(school-related). Today JP came over with our attempts to study ancient history. It actually went okay because I did something (johnny didn't -_-), even if it meant 1-2 pages of work. I work well when someone is there with me because I feel the need to actually do something. LOL. I hope everyone has good day at school tomorrow. My only problem is I don't think I'll be able to wake up :(

Thankyou for hearing me out. I'm sorry for everything and I know my apologies mean nothing, but I'm letting you know again that I'm never going to let our friendship go because it means a lot to me. I'm going to fight for us, no matter how long it takes or how hard it will be. I know I'm the last person in the world you want to talk to right now, but I'll always be here for you, no matter what.

Backtrack to the 12th (L)

2010-04-15T23:59:00.004+10:00

Excuse the indefinite lags of my postings - I've decided to backtrack all the way to the 12th! 11th was Jonathan's birthday party but I'm waiting for the pictures(you see, I forgot my memory card) from everybody - so I'll postpone any blogging of that event and let future Tash deal with it ;)

Johnny and I decided to go eat at the Laos restaurant(next to Tommy's) and I saw Lisa, who was working there as a chef! I haven't seen her in AGES, so it was really good seeing her again. I didn't know her family owned the place - I'll be visiting there more often now! ;) The food was yummy. We had dessert of 5 different flavours of icecream, a few were a bit unusual, but it was nice! Thanks Johnny for the shout, I had a good time. (: Afterwards, Ange came over and we spent the night purely CATCHING UP, it was great! We managed to take a few photos, courtesy of Cameroid, but honestly... why would you have baked beans as a frame!! ANYONE???? Maybe it's some Aussie trend going on, I don't know. I freakin' love my best friend!

I would also like to publicly announce that Linda Huynh owns a VIBRATOR. Yes I wish I was shitting you, but I'm not. Look at the evidence! It's time you let everybody know the truth linda :D:D

Only kidding. ;) We're talking about some oscillating mascara (:

Wake up in the morning, feelin' like PDIDDY.

2010-04-11T23:59:00.003+10:00

One more week of holidays boys and girls, let's use it wisely!!!! :D
I taxed these from Linda and Lynh's blogs respectively.

Okay, I really do agree with this, so anyone who ever said they LOVE me, and now "doesn't anymore," you just lied straight to my face and.... you never really meant your love, did you? You didn't even love me, how foolish I was to actually at the time believe you were sincere! You don't stop loving nor CARING nor start HATING the one you love FULL STOP. :) Give me a break - it's personal ;)

Here are a few photos from Michael's party the other night, I will upload the other part tomorrow, there's heaps! Thanks so much for hosting it Michael, we love your uncle's new house and I'm sure we all had heaps of fun ;) I caught up with people who I haven't seen in ages since last holidays or something! It was great seeing everyone again :D Well photos have been contrasted to my liking, gosh the bloody smoke machine made the photos a bit ahem... But oh well, it's the effect and it looks pretty cool :D

And of course... the best photo ;) HAHA.

Created my online shop :D and Ulta3 nailpolish!

2010-04-08T23:59:00.003+10:00

Yesterday I went to the chemist when I was accompanying my little brother to the Library(his very first high school assignment... AWW!) and decided to purchase two Ulta3 bottles! I chose two colours which I knew I'd wear the least. I call them the "Linda S' and Cynthia's" colours - the vampy shizz. I have yet to try them on as I've heard different reviews so I'm intrigued. Also the fact that they're only $2 ea! I mean, instead of purchasing 1 bottle of OPI, you could purchase 10 bottles of Ulta3!!!!

Today I also spent the majority of my time establishing an online shop website using flash... which epically failed because I had to pay for the "e-commerce" bit. I'll show you guys when I'm done but I really don't think I'll be selling anything anytime soon with the HSC and all!

Here is a sneak peek of some photos I took for the Online Shop:

ChinaGlaze nailpolish, RTA, my HSC ranks.

2010-03-29T17:32:00.009+11:00

This nail polish shade is absolutely gorgeous and divine. It's metallic so you get really distracted in class so it's hazardous to people around you (like Lea LOL). This picture is with flash and is NOT edited. It seriously is a beautiful colour and I'm so happy with the results!

Most of the kids undertaking music were all at the Opera House today watching the 2009 Year 12's Band 6 performances, which meant that the majority of our English class were away and only Linda and I were present for the english extension class! Today was such a long day. I am so envious of all the year 12 kids who are able to leave school grounds at 12 whilst I'm here all the way until 3, then I have tutor up to 5! >=( Thanks Ricky(my tutor) for shouting Lynh, Trang and I Subway! Yummy =)

Oh and by the way, I finally received my marks/ranks for all of my subjects so I can finally blog about it (I've been reluctant to do this). I'm really happy with all of my results except maths extension, but I need to definitely improve in that, 2unit maths and english adv.

These are overall ranks:
English Adv: 5th
Eng Ext: N/A
IPT: 1st
Anc Hist: 1st
Economics: 1st
Maths Adv: 4th
Maths Ext: 18th(emg...)
Hist Ext: 1st(half-yearly exam, unsure of rank)

I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO EXPRESS THE EXTREME DISLIKE FOR THE STUPID RTA DRIVERS LEARNING TEST. OKAY SERIOUSLY EFF YOURSELF, THESE QUESTIONS ARE STUPID AND I WILL NEVER PASS BECAUSE OF UR STUPID QUESTIONS!!!!!!!! ANGRYFACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIMES A TRILLION!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. FIRST OF ALL, UM WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU USE A CAR LICENSE TO DRIVE A VAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok there is no logic!

2. UM WTF? LIKE WHY EVEN INVENT THIS STUPID SIGN FOR? WE DON'T EFFING HAVE KANGAROOS JUMPING AROUND OUR BACKYARDS!!! WERE YOU ON DRUGS WHEN YOU CREATED THIS SIGN!!!

3. OKAY DO YOU WANT ME TO SUICIDE? YOU'RE SO PESSIMISTIC!! YOU DON'T NEED TO CAPITAL LOCKS THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT SUCCESSFUL, I GET THE MESSAGE!!

4. Okay I admit I have no general knowledge :( LOL

William's movie marathon and Bankstown outing

2010-03-28T23:40:00.004+11:00

My very unproductive weekend has been counteracted with a really great day out yesterday. So firstly, Danny, Linda and I went to Bankstown to buy nailpolish... Seriously, I'm so gutted that I'm this broke right now. I would have bought the entire store if I had the money to! Anyways, I'll post more about the nailpolish tomorrow because I want to take photos of my hands and what it looks like etc.

Anyways, Danny was going to get his ears pierced but then we decided to do it at Industrie8 as they only charge $15 whereas Hair Warehouse charges $25.

Me: Can we get a piercing on the ear?
Lady: Sure thing
Linda: You mean... an ears piercing?

HAHAHA!

We then headed to Woolworths and bought heaps of chips etc for William's movie marathon! After a ridiculously hard time buying these goods - followed by Danny's sprint for the pudding when we were about to pay at the cash register - we finally made it to Nghiems - "5 hours later" apparently, SIFFFF! Anyways, we got there, so it was us 5(linda, danny, robert, nghiem and i) ... and we had to watch "Stay Alive." (Sammaire Armstrong + Sophia Bush were in this!!!) Okay I was scared shitless because I HATE scary movies!

LOL Omg, then we watched half of Free Range or something (the one that won like best director of the year academy award).... then we watched all of Shutter Island.. yes omg SOO good, except William like told us what was going to happen -_-' Still a really good movie, everyone should watch it! It really mindeffs your brain.... We made William 'Alan' AHHAHAHA. Okay, you won't get it, so seriously watch it, it's really good. Then we watched a bit of Bounty Hunter and this scary canto movie.... This girl got chopsticks shoved up her vagina LIKE WTF MANS! AND SHE DIED. Like, it's based on a true story which is so scary! LOL man I had such a great time, we were all laughing about everything and having pillow fights JOY! Robert was making popcorn... and so I went around everyone asking if they wanted cholesterol? *hands them a bowl of popcorn*... cause if you know me... you know I pour excessive amounts of salt onto any food I eat!

Anyways afterwards, Johnny came to nghiem's to pick me up to protect me from the rapist LOL(sif, it'd just be a threesome). So we were waiting for the boys at canley heights to come out and eat but they were too effed == So then we walked all the way home! Mission much... Had to walk OVER THE CREEK, but it was ok, I got a piggyback ride muahaah!

Okay, I'll leave you with pictures :D Goodnight! LOL

gorgeous outfit! CLICK FOR HIS BLOG.

OUR STORY: AHAHAHA

An's 18th and Alan's 17th party

2010-03-23T11:59:00.004+11:00

HAHAHAAHA

FINALLY PHOTOOOOOS!

HAPPY 18TH AN! :D I hope you had A GREATTTT BIRTHDAY + ENJOYED YOUR AWESOME PREZZIE FROM CYNTHIA AND I!! (credits to cynthia for the awesome large 18th beer thingy ;D) Okay, so apologies for the belated post.. I am so overwhelmed by the fact that I have FINISHED my exams today! (Jetlagged as everyone else finished exactly a week ago.. lucky ones!) HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS FROM AN'S THE OTHER NIGHT! Although, I didn't stay late because I went to Alan's bday! I also remember An receiving an "AUS CITIZENSHIP" FROM BOTH LINDAS AHAHAHAH, i think i died from laughter. LOVE YOU AN PAN :D... who might I add.. received a vibrator ;) Use it well!!

Thanks Mariam for driving sokhar and i ;) CUTIEPIE :$:$:$ I finally saw LANNIE AND JOANNE since forever. Well mostly Joanne cause I saw Lannie last time when she came to visit FVHS LOL. Oh goodness, I didn't take as much photos as I wanted to at Alan's ... all I remember is "hashem" (soz that's how alan pronounces it .. so i'm guessing ..) challenging me and he sculled absinthe aaahahhahahahahah. 10 minutes later, he is halfnaked running around and dancing on the streets LOL! Also, thanks johnny for walking me home and having to put up with my whinging "I have to make it to An's to drink with them!!!!" HAHA

We have received most of our exam results back.. even for IPT which we did TODAY! I'm actually happy with all of my results so far, except maths extension 1 :) The one I'm dreading the most is English, we haven't received it yet but I already know I did poorly in. In other words, I hate 'belonging' in general AND I want to knock someone's head off when they mention that word. It's taboo. OMG speaking of taboo, I really want to play it right now. HAHA. Anyways, I'm really shitting my pants because I wished english didn't count. It's my second worse subject at the moment and I'm doing total shiteff in it :(

On a much more brighter and pleasant side, I did better than expected for economics! Oh and I'm also stuck in a dilemma for history extension :( I have 13 units and frankly, that's too much! I came first for the half-yearly exam so now I don't know what to do... Maybe I should drop english extension, but I have to rely on it because I'm doing so shit in english atm.. Decisions, decisions! Anyways, I'm so glad everything is just OVER! I have been waiting for this day for 3-4 weeks now!! WOOHOO :) I finally TALKED TO CHAING TODAY! OMG. It's been like a month since we have properly had a DNM! I'm SOOO excited, you get what I mean jelly bean ;) Well today I rewarded myself by shouting danny(his bday was yday) tommy's snackpack + he shouted johnny and i slurpees =9 YUM! After school, we sat around talking about everything really... boys, girls, relationships, marriage, weddings, post-hsc, porn and whatnot.. for like 4 hours? LOL I love it when silences aren't awkward.

Yesterday I went to Lao's house OMG LOL So much fun and we were supposed to be studying for IPT! TONY DOGGED US and didnt even tell us *angry face*! We called his home phone, his mummy is so scary!! :(

Tash: Hello?
Tony's mum: Hello?
Tash: Can I please speak to Tony?
*10 seconds later*
*dead line*

The next time, Lao called and she answered him and stuff :( LOL palmface.

Steven and I went to pizza hut to eat(his shout, thanks!), thus we basically bummed there for an hour stalking all the names that were on the board. There was a dude called Washington? WTF? Then I shouted Steven a drink :D and we just tried applying sexual connotations to our IPT notes - like always! Then Kevin, Steven and I skyped all of last night when we were supposed to be studying for IPT! LOL We then started playing games and omg I laughed for ages! Sigh FUN TIME! :D

DOES ANYONE HAVE SKYPE?? IF SO ADD ME! MY ACC: DICTASHION

Okay, I'M OFF TO SLEEP, it's almost 1am :D

Chanel and Yves Saint Laurent lipsticks

2010-03-15T23:45:00.002+11:00

I took two Chanel lipsticks from my mummy's makeup bag. Hopefully she will not realise this and if she does, I'll explain to her that my lips are very.. very.. parched 8) I don't think she will mind anyway. I recently bought a Yves Saint Laurent lip palette :) My mum bought one before which I really liked so I decided to purchase one for myself. As you know I am a complete obsessive fan for lip gloss. A question on my FormSpring asked me if I was heavily branched into materialistic goods. No, I'm not. Simply put, the more dosh $$$ you must spend, the more gorgeous, well-packaged and classy it is. In saying that, I do own lipglosses that cost $4-$7 so don't judge me! Those ones are fabulous too! I love using Burt's Bees lipgloss wax(special thanks to Cynthia) and I LOVE my Raspberry pot lip gloss that I use every day and purchased it online at a bargain for less than $5-6. Although, there is one thing you must know about me. I cannot stand NYX lippies(not the owners of them) and the thought of ever seeing them in my presence wants me to take that lip stick and break it in half, then smudge it on the floor and scrape the packaging.

Today was a fun day. We had our english exam, I don't want to talk about that because I didn't put enough focus over the weekend as my mind was concentrating on other... issues. Linda, Jessica, David and I formed a circle of random bullshit. There were the weirdest story lines ever but you know, just analysing everyone and they way we respond to each other ... we have grown so much closer to one another in comparison to the beginning of last year. I love the English Extension class and I really do miss Cynthia and Stef. We had to act out a play today and it was SOO funny. Bodies were on the floor, Jasmina and I slow-mo'ed to "embrace" each other, I'm not sure, the list goes on. Jess and I made this cool line:

That fat cat bat hat sat flat!
Well we found it cool anyway HAHA.

Tomorrow I'm heading to school at normal time to work in the library. I want to get a start on my IPT notes and write up at least one response paragraph for my history extension exam on Friday. Although I lost my examination sheet so I have to wait until Khanh can give it to me before I am able to start on it. We're only supposed to show up for period 8 and 9 because the Standard students are completing an interview of some sort but I'll be there for the whole day because I can't concentrate at home and I need to sort out a few things :(:(:(:(

I'm scared for tomorrow.

Ikea bookshelf/folders.. oh and exams!

2010-03-13T15:34:00.005+11:00

So the week I have been dreading this whole term... has finally passed!!! I have only 3 more exams left which are INCREDIBLY spaced out(Eng on Monday, Hist ext on Friday, IPT on next week Tuesday). This is probably karma for my very VERY shitty week 7. All in all, no confidence in maths + economics exam. But hey, what can I do? I can only ever improve from this RIGHT? Oh and sorry for the lack of blogging... like 5 posts in 2 weeks? I have been SO busy! D:

Yesterday I had heaps of fun in tutor with the stjohn girls and larisa! It finally brought me back to reality, a place I've been deprived from for a few weeks now. We were talking about how SO MANY THINGS have changed from year 7 to now! LOL It's going to really sad when Year 12 finishes. I know most of us who are currently in year 12 at the moment... really detest it with a passion. But in saying that, I know we can't deny our emotional attachment to the school. It's a place where we're forced for 6-7 hours to be with certain people. It sort of makes me think once highschool finishes, will they still be in our life? Or was the only bound to you and I.. the circle we sit in lunch or the classes we had together? Once this HSC bullshit ends, we choose who we want IN and OUT of our life D:

Oh and here was the Ikea bookshelf my parents bought me which I think I may have mentioned in my previous posts. Don't you love how most of my folders are in pink :')

Danny and I are also very bored children...

I will also like to say happy 3 months baby for yesterday!! ♥♥♥ I really miss you and I'm sorry that things have been so hectic lately with the half-yearlies and all. I will make it up to you in the holidays I promise :)

Motivational tips for HSC

2010-03-07T12:27:00.005+11:00

This post on Twitter urged me to blog... Many thanks to @MSLENAHBBY!

To be honest, my motivational levels have been quite low, although here are certain tips to get you through:

Firstly, if you are completing an essay, do not do it in one day. Do parts of it and make sure it is spread out over a period of time. Trust me, this will seriously help.This is what happened to my ancient history essay. I thoroughly spread it through a week and allocated certain hours to it. I had a huge panic attack yesterday morning because I wasn't finished but I finished it today(including my economics essay) in the morning and boy does it feel good! Get all your essays away before you start studying maths!! Sure, you can try finish it in one night and "save time," but I guarantee you that it will not be as good. You will seriously be bored of it and you will not recheck it because you are sick of it. This has happened countless times for me especially with my english assignments(I HATE checking this, seriously no joke, most of the time I don't even check it...), especially to my first HSC assessment one, which I regret. A lesson I learned.
Have a materialistic good or certain events to motivate you. EG. Going shopping after ALL your hard work/exam period. Or like myself, Robert and I are heading to Nghiem's house to have a movie marathon!!!!!!!! WOOOOO. JP might have a party but I'm not really sure if he was joking or not.
Be competitive. I'm not implying sabotage or anything, but have someone in mind that you really want to beat. For ancient history, I am determined to beat Khanh, Mach, Jessica and Eric. For economics, I want to beat Helena and Mayfong. Etcetc, I think you get what I'm saying!
People in your life actually motivate you. My family have been great, they're really telling me not to stress and always supplying me with food outside my door. My fiance has been very VERY supportive and always egging me on to finish things. He then treats me like a dog saying I'll get a reward at the end of week 8. It works but LOL. I must say, my family and the fiance have been definitely getting me through. Also late night conversations with fun people really do help you do work(witnessed last night: cynny, linda, mariam). Sure you get sidetrack for 5 mins, but man, it makes you feel HELL better, thus a better mind set for you to complete the work :)
Do not dedicate STRAIGHT 6 BLOCK HOURS TO STUDYING. Seriously, you will get no where! It's all about EFFECTIVE STUDY, don't forget!! Not how many hours you're doing! You'll be so sick of the subject and you will start to lose interest. Instead, go onto another subject instead and then come back to the previous one that you were completely Zzzzzing about!
Starting to get bored of your work? Eat and do it at the same time. It's like your simultaneously procrastinating and doing work at the SAME TIME! (I'm not really sure how that works, but shhh it sounded good in my head.)

SO I SHIT YOU NOT, THIS IS WHAT MY ROOM LIKES NOW... A FREAKIN' BATTLEFIELD. After week 8, I'm SOOOO cleaning my room and going back to online shopping!!!! I missed out on such a great Yves Saint Laurent mascara *sighs*

Euphoria = Blogging

2010-02-18T01:55:00.004+11:00

It seems like my only euphoria these days are the snips of blogging I do late at night when everybody is nicely tucked under the blanket, fast asleep! So today was Ash Wednesday(I do not know what that is, if someone could explain it to me that would be greatly appreciated) and I found out at the end of school that Catholics are not allowed to consume meat(and I'm guessing fish too?). I accidentally ate pizza in the arvo.... and my freakin' family had a barbecue for dinner! The irony of it all!

Goodnight everybody ♥♥

Happy Valentines Day!

2010-02-14T22:50:00.004+11:00

So firstly, I hoped everyone had a great Valentines Day! It's also Chinese New Year (and as you know I'm chinese)... but we celebrate New Years more than we do for CNY hence I get more red pocket then and not much now - but I'm not complaining, I get it both times!! :D

I was lying... napping in my mummys bed when my dad gave me this awesomely wrapped full of awesomeness! IT WAS FROM MY BEST FRIEND!!!!! OMGGG I absolutely LOVE it Ange. I felt so teary inside D: I feel so loved.. My best friend has the best skills ever - she's like perfect no joke, SHES SOOOO GOOD AT EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

Look how pretty it is wrapped... I'm sorry JP, you're no longer my Valentine.. ANGE IS! LOL (sorry adam)

So today I unwrapped all the roses and put them in a vase!!

So today my plans with JP were scratched since I had family things to attend to and plus I saw him yesterday and friday night already! I went to my grandma's at night and we ate ... I am currently bloated! Natalie joined us because she was at Parra with Akina! Anyways afterwards we went back to my house and just bummed around!

So JP came over last night and he cooked me an omelette thingy with tomatos and cheese that tasted yummy!! I made him a tuna sandwich HAHAHAHAHAAHHHA He said it was nice LOOOOOL So like... we(he really didn't want it....) were gonna have vegemite and butter for dessert.... but I forgot..... I want you to try it baby!! It's nice!!!!! TRUST ME D: Anyways fate has allowed me to poison JP with my cooking skills another day!

I saw a few things lying on my table and decided to post it:

Eyelashes I was talking about in my previous post,

Excuse me while I knife you in the back.

2010-02-14T11:34:00.002+11:00

"Being someone’s best friend is giving them a knife and trusting that they don’t jab you in the fucking back." - danzodanzo

I love you :) ... and party!

2010-02-13T10:10:00.006+11:00

FIRST OF ALL, happy 2 months for yesterday baby!!! 2 months have flown by heaps fast.. (sort of 3 considering we rigged the date MUAHAHA) Already we have had A LOT of obstacles but it's what a relationship is always about. We always get through them together and that's all that counts =] I might hate you sometimes like how you steal both of my brother's love like last time cause jayden is normally shy around people when they first come in my house, but man as soon as you come in: "JOHNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" *RUNS AND HUGS HIM* And no more I love you typical shit to end this paragraph, more like jeez, what have you been doing to me cause I'm in love with you =]

So yesterday some of the Year 12's were busy handing out roses and heart shaped balloons! Thanks for the roses girls, jason + Ms E for the balloon, so cute!!!! And also to my BABY(who lied, i'm gona get you back so bad), TY for the dozen roses and balloon bouquet :$ I had the most roses in the school and I'm not going to lie, it felt good LOL!

(2 of my small ones popped and the 2 large ones are running out of helium LOL)

Anyways, afterwards I went with Johnny to Cabra to meet up with Gordon and Mariam! The library was closed so we spent most of the time loitering around sushi hub LOL Gordon has recently got his braces so he doesn't eat... except for his UP N GO, so we just made him in envy. Mariam didn't eat either LOL Gordon was telling us how Valentines was established. So indirectly, I'm telling you Gordon to explain it on your BLOG :)

JP and I made a quick stop to Peter's house and then he walked me home so I could get ready for peter's! JP CAME and he got along with all the boys really well and was full cleaning and shit! aw shie cutiepie :$ (L) Random things:

the boys were spinning around like CRAZY and omg... it was SOO funny, they were smashing onto the ground, the fence.. they had scratches and dirt on their clothes LOL!
kevin n is a tank drinker. he thinks tequila tastes like water. and it doesn't burn his throat !
mach our prodigy of FVHS .... wouldn't stop drinking shots.... LOL

jp and i were the only ones who could skull the keg LOL peter failed and it just came out of his mouth HAHAHA
kevin points to the garlic bread in front of khang: "SKULL IT! SKULL IT!!!!!" HHAAHAHAH

bui and peter epically died by the end of the night LOL
lao is a PSYCHO DRUNK HAAHHAHAAHAH
jp used his 12 year chardonnay on this party cus the alcohol store closed down aw shie!
KHANG TOLD ME TO BRING 5 ONIONS FOR THE PARTY LOL (WHICH I DIDNT EFFING NEED WHEN I BROUGHT IT)!
jp made all the boys drink until they were VERY tipsy/ drunk/ dead (peter and bui)
i was praying in my heart that kevin doesn't become an alcoholic and as a result -> loses all his abs and gains a beer belly HAHA NOOOO
i didnt drink ANY spirits! Savin' my brain cells for HSC $$$

THANKS LARISA FOR THE 4 PAIRS OF EYELASHES! Looks beaut' and all natural like mascara :)

No regrets going to last night's party (L). I'm awake so early so I can do some work before JP comes over tonight. My plan of cooking him food... FAILED. I was supposed to ask the boys for advice and print out the ingredient list yesterday in our last double period. But dammit JP came into our class cause he had ummm "a free perioddd" LOLLLLLL 8) and i forgot :(

Hope everybody has a great valentines day!!!

p.s goodluck d! have some faith!

Hit me with what you got

2010-01-28T23:45:00.001+11:00

I'm sitting here in my room, typing this up, whilst all of my family is silently sleeping. Man, I haven't heard that silence in a long while. Tomorrow is the "official" day for Year 12 Fairvalers of 2010. To be honest, I'm not really sure what I am expecting from this year. I have set a few goals for myself, a few ATARs I want to achieve.. A couple of courses that I might perhaps be interested in studying for a couple of years of my life when highschool finishes. It's scary when you think about it, but once HSC is over, we're going to experience freedom like never before!

My attempt today to buy a new pencil case(I forgot LOL) epically failed as I just went to Jay's house with intentions we would go to Parra and buy school stuff but instead, we just bummed around. {3 times LOOLOLOLLOLLOL} We made eggs for each other and it was my first time to cook an egg! :] YAY! I however put way too much oil.... but it ended up being all good in the end ;D .. should be... He survived ... sooooo I guess it's edible RIGHT? After HSC I'm going to learn how to cook properly so I don't make a shitass housewife for jay. I'd be lying if I wasn't scared what the HSC might do to my fiance and I. I mean, I'm sure everyone that is attached must be scared? How will we make time? What if I can't talk to you much because I need to study? What if we see each other less and less? What if I can't make time for you... and yes, it's really scary :( But I don't want to shit myself and many of you readers already... We should all just go with the flow!! Whatever happens, HAPPENS! As long as we try it should be okay (hopefully)

A lot of things have changed over the past year, but once again, change is inevitable... and sometimes it's for the better. I accept the fact that I will probably lose many friends this year and only have a few by the end of HSC, but I'm sure I'm not alone in this whole "anti-social" period.. and many others, like yourself, will understand what point I'm trying to make. If I don't talk to you as much and you are a close friend... Imagine the "other" people... I probably don't even talk to them at all :| But I hope you guys will understand. It's sad, but I guess we have to go through a hell lot of sacrifices which I suppose, I am prepared to make! Only one year right? We can all do this guys! Let's knock up HSC so hard ;) I know each and every one of you have capabilities beyond imaginable - some already are aware of this and some... just need to search a little harder.

Bring it on HSC you son of a beeeeeeetch. :] !! (HIMYM)

Run away

2010-01-23T23:35:00.003+11:00

So I'm blogging right before tomorrow morning... in where I'll be headed off to Melb. My flight leaves at around 11ish and honestly I can't wait! :) Right now, I just want to be out of sydney and head to a place where I can contemplate my thoughts and feelings ..... also did I mention hopefully I will be partying!!!!!! The only sad thing is that I'll be leaving on my MUMMY'S birthday! :( [and also to william and kary].. so i'll say an official

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM AND I LOVE YOU LOTS :) Thankyou for being understanding on many things, you're the best mother ever!!! I LOVE YOU!

Right now I think I just need time to gather my thoughts and hence make decisions. I haven't updated this blog properly and will maybe continue it after I come back..... Things have just been so hectic lately :| Most of you probably won't even know I'm gone because I only managed to tell a few people personally that I'm going! Anyways I hope you readers all have a safe long weekend and I'll see you all at school! xxx

Anyways, goodnight :-]

Welcoming 2010 with open arms.

2010-01-02T14:05:00.003+11:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY! Yeah, it's 2010 now ;)
I hope everybody had a great start to the NEW YEAR because I know I did!

To kick off the last day of 2009, I had dinner with the family! We were supposed to go out and eat at a restaurant but we figured it would be too packed and last minute - considering we didn't make any reservations or anything. We decided to have a great bbq at home with seafood and meat... Umm can you cook lobster on bbq? I'm not even sure.... LOL But I had a great time just laughing with the folks about dirty jokes and such ;) My mummy made 20ish cups of jelly for people at Wendy's party, she loves you guys!

So my dad dropped me off at Wendy's like around 7:30ish? OMG, they made me try vegetarian dim sims... Okay I'm sorry, but I don't like them. I spat it out.. twice :( LOL All the girls kept pestering me about the engagement... ahahahh their enthusiasm made me happy LOL It was fun, we laughed about the most random things ever? Like they were seriously random HAHA. I also missed out on seeing Gordon and John *SADFACE* AGAIN LOL Dw I'll see them soon ;) I was supposed to stay there until 8... but I ended up leaving at like 8:45 or something? HAHA Chaing came, PHEW, we were so scared that she was going to get caught out by her mum!

So JB's dad ended up driving me and jimmaye :D When I got there, as predicted ... johnny drank too much LOL. I also just missed out on bao and mariam :(

Anyways so I remember drinking with the girls and TONY. That guy I swear, kept pouring me random shit?

LOL I spent most of the night with the fiance ;) I remember him piggybacking me to the petrol station LOL omgomg and friggen mary said something about 'blah blah u shuld stick a hand down her throat so she vomits' .. and then jp asked me if i wanted to vomit and i said yes.. sooo we went to JB's bathroom and I was busy vomitting in the sink whilst JP was unclogging it (SORRY BABY, I LOVE YOU FOR IT)... whilst in the toilet... LANNIE WAS VOMITTING and JB was looking after her ♥ cute fucks. So we were both just vomitting AAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA I remember seeing fireworks on the balcony, pretty I think LOL

I had a great night ♥ Left JB's around 2ish walking around canley heights trying to find my dad LOL

OMG TO EVERYONE @ WENDYS: BBQ SAUCE LOL HAHAHAHA
*looks above*

ON NEW YEARS, I woke up incredibly hung over. I felt so tired and dead to the days. I could barely get up. I had to wake up early because we had to go collect red pockets from all the relatives WOO $$ HAHA. I had a stomach ache afterwards and I felt shitty because of the lcoholayes so at night I went home. Jay ended up coming over and we were watching some weird shit on tv man... LOL. So hey, at least we spend new years together ayes [=

After he left, I fell dead asleep and awoke to my mum in the morning telling me I should stay in Sydney because she thinks Melbourne is dangerous etc ... telling me if I stay she would buy me the Sony Vaio Pink Mini Notebook (it's so much more pretty in real life) LOLLLL Which is like heaps more expensive than the one I originally wanted HP Mininote. So any thoughts guys?

Anyways i'm off before I head to a family friend's 1st birthday, how cute yeah!

AU REVOIR ! xx

Bad habits never die

2009-12-14T22:00:00.002+11:00

Well BLOGGERS. Back to my OLD WAYS of blogging since it is the holidays. Which means I will be posting up my events and buys - for my viewing of course. I want to flick through this in a couple of years to see what kind of douche bag I was in highschool HAHA.

So my assessments are finished - hooray! Honestly, the relief of everything just being over(for now anyway) is so overwhelming. I literally feel so orgasmic HAHA I feel as orgasmic as watching Kevin Nguyen perform his solo in assembly today - I think everyone literally just jizzed in their.... heads. NO JOKE! I received the IPT award today D: I want to be a Jessica Qi and tankbitch those awards, damn she is so smart. Linda and I talked to her afterwards for a bit and she said she only went out once during the whole of year 12 ... which was to go to watch the movies! :| I was so shocked! I'm going to restrict my going out when Term 2 starts, put my head down and focus. She's honestly damn inspiring man.

So I made a few purchases online :) + will shop online again tonight :)

Bought this for wendy zhang, she loves benefit.

it's made out of swarvoski crystals yo :)

I probably won't ever use this, but I fell in love with it when I saw it online.

My mum bought things as well, I will blog one thing... which I am pretty devastated that I didn't choose it LOLS

(also made out of swarvoski jewels/crystals)

a broken heart LOL

BLOODY ORGASMIC!!!!! IT'S THE CUTEST THING EVER.

So on Saturday I watched New Moon :D Man I really like Jacob's body and I wouldn't mind if someone could look like that......... JOKES, I love you the way you are ;) Anyways we missed the session at 6:10 because we got there at 6:15 and decided to wait until the next session 6:45 LOL We played the games @livo movies.. and we tried killing "bears" with these guns... if you shot a cub you lost.. well it was epic fail, that is all i can say LOL. WE ALSO PLAYED MOTORBIKE RACING and I fully pwned (H) I am so epic I must admit AHAHAHAHAHAH Man I sound so bigheaded. JACOB IS GORGEOUS :) I don't know about you, but Edward seemed really unattractive in this one! (He really needs to use a thing called waxing strips, that's all I'm saying HAHA) .. I wouldn't have mind if Jacob was this guy(he is in OTH and Power Rangers):

Afterwards, we walked it to vinh's and stayed there for a while. Mariam and Joanne came afterwards with BAOOOOOOO. Welcome to the family son, you fuckface(yea you tell me i just met you and i call u that, WHO CALLED WHO FAT HUH BITCH.. sif you were joking)!!!!!!! Aww M + B are the cutest things ever (L) + yess I categorise them as objects. Inside source(J) tells me that they were physically all over each other in the front yard..... My sources are friggen reliable AHAHAHAH ;) Pls don't kill me this when you read it D: I am also going to annihilate both JB and BAO, I'm putting this on my blog as a reminder of what future Tash must do later. :) Anyways had the funniest convo with yesterday with the trio, but I won't go into detail, take a look at this:

I am so pumped for the holidays, so many things to do. I need to buy a present for the KK on the 20th but I have no idea yet :( Cindy called me today and asked if I was interested in working in a promo thingy job for pal tutor, no idea what it is yet, but yeah I'm interested. I've never worked in my life(... not even work experience :L) and I just want to see how hard it is to earn money :) I'm really going for the experience because it is a casual job, plus on the brightside theeda + lena will also be accompanying me, but I don't mind the $$$$$ as well. It feels so weird saying, "oh wait I can't go on Thursday because I have work.." :L I start on Thursday, but i'm working only for a couple of days this year, so it's good. Woo.

Goodnight everybody ;)

p.s Jenny Ly's birthday party this sat hooray :D HBD JENNY (L) Hope you have a great one baby! xx

2009-11-20T00:38:00.004+11:00

AWWW,
I would like to send my:

congratulations to LANNIE and _ _ _ _ _ _ _!
est 20th november 2009!

I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS!!! CONGRATULATIONS! Anyone who seems them around, send them congratulations because they've been through a lot to get to where they are now!

LOVE YOU LANNIE! xxx